Archive for December, 2008

The Council of 12 ~ Choosing a New Start


Choosing a New Start

If you have felt that you are in waiting mode, or that you have had a setback, remember the massive amounts of preparations you and others are making and have made. Put away your linear yardstick. Acknowledge that there is an accumulation of efforts involved, and sometimes your human self doesn’t see the whole picture. 

To be sure, your efforts are individual, yet they are also cooperative as great numbers of people wake up and begin to connect energetically to create positive changes.

The initial phases of humanity’s transformational shifting, underway for a very long time, have led you to where you find yourself now. Some of this evolutionary growth you experienced before this incarnation, as you were preparing for what would occur during this pivotal life. As an example, you may have previously incarnated with people who you would meet again this time, helping one another to progress spiritually.

In this lifetime, you have encountered one or more wake up calls causing you to seriously challenge the status quo. There is no correct way for this process to occur, so avoid the temptation to label your experience or compare it with that of others.

Your Catalyzing Life Event

Your catalyzing life event could have been losing a job, experiencing a financial reversal, moving to a new place, divorcing your partner, facing a debilitating illness, or experiencing some other major change in circumstance. Any one or a number of these could have stirred a deep inner discontent and questioning of things you never before questioned. When this happens, it’s really a nudge from your soul, waking you up and guiding you to travel the path of spirit.

In today’s upheaval, people are oftentimes receiving what may appear to be more than one wake up call simultaneously. Also, people can have supplemental wake up calls a long time after their initial one.

Meaning of Wake Up Calls

If either of these is your situation, consider the following. First, the typical progression from wake up call to full awakening is anything but usual these days. You live in very different times, never before seen on the planet.

Humanity and the Earth are ascending, in a process that is leading to a more enlightened existence. You and others like you on the path of Light are creating a brand new way to co-exist and be. You did not have the same opportunities for awakening in earlier lifetimes.

Likewise, before this life you did not share the planet with so many people, nor was it possible for such a significant shift in consciousness to occur for the masses. Your wake up call, then, in the previous life had a different meaning, scope and potential impact.

Your Soul is Preparing You for Success

The second factor is this. Wake up calls in modern times are the soul’s way of preparing you to succeed on your path of Light during humanity’s shift. Your first one tends to set the stage for what follows.

If you pay attention to the first one, taking the opportunity to assess your life and noticing the nudges of your soul, you are redirected to a different course. How you respond to that redirection, and what actions you take, help to determine your forward spiritual progression.

As an example, if you respond to your soul’s nudges with an attitude of willingness and acceptance, your road ahead will have fewer bumps. The learned tendency, of course, is to resist change and to want to maintain the status quo.

When you are in resistance, you are likely to be blocked from receiving your inner guidance from spirit. The guidance is there, but you cannot access it. Instead, you may simply feel anger and alienation. These responses can leave you feeling disempowered and a victim of your outer circumstances.

The Process of Awakening

Here is the third factor. Despite how willing and accepting you are, and how connected you are to the nudges of your soul, your awakening is a process and not a single event. Remember that during this most precious human life, you have the potential of quantum levels of awakening not before possible!

This means that you may be a seasoned traveler-familiar with wake up calls and practiced in responding effectively-yet you won’t be complete with your awakening journey until you really ARE complete. Your ego-self can and will try to convince you that you represent a finished product. You can fool yourself into thinking you are fully enlightened, with no more awakening to experience.

This ego-based response is particularly prevalent within circles of lightworkers who compare themselves with the general populace. Certainly, when you compare yourself on a surface level with the masses that remain asleep, you are leaps and bounds ahead. Comparisons are a trick of the ego, though, and can derail you when you least suspect it.

Ready for The Big Changes

The fourth factor relates to readiness. How ready do you feel, on an everyday basis, for the big changes about to occur? Is your enthusiasm for positive change waning as you envision what’s ahead? Do you feel prepared to take on the challenges that are sure to come? Are you willing to go deeper within yourself to access the more stable sense of empowerment you will need to navigate the unpaved road ahead? Are you able to step back from the world’s fear-based messages often enough to stay in your center?

To be enmeshed in such a gigantic shifting process as you face today can take its toll. You likely are feeling impacted on a number of levels. The obvious includes your outer conditions involving your home, work, finances, human relationships, and physical health.

Other key elements include your emotional stability and repetitive thought patterns. These will determine the meaning you place on current events, and will trigger limiting belief systems recorded in your DNA. Examples are commonly-held beliefs involving lack, failure, and authority figures having power you can’t access. As belief systems such as these are catalyzed, your ability to successfully respond to crisis is compromised.

Most likely, you are being challenged beyond what you think your limits are. A part of you intuitively knows that much of your current world functioning is out of sync with where you want to be headed.

It’s not just the world financial system, now knee-deep in crisis. It’s virtually every sector of your old paradigm society that has been based on fear, greed, and ego-based manipulation. Each of these worn-out structures will need radical reshaping over the coming years.

The year 2009 is a turning point, for it is the start of several years of reconfiguration. The reshaping involved will be both personal and global.

Remember Your Role

The fifth factor is remembering your role. That means letting go of fear-based human conditioning that tells you some outside force is coming to the rescue. That same conditioning tells you that you are flawed, need fixing, need to be told what to do, and are simply lacking in what it takes to succeed this life.

It may feel comforting to imagine an advanced group of beings from the stars coming to save you and the planet. Is it also comforting to imagine that, without such intervention, you would be helpless and fail at what you came to Earth to do?

Certainly, life does exist beyond the planet you now call home. And to be sure, there are boundless intelligent life forms existing that your scientists and governments have yet to make public. Some of these life forms have been in regular contact with humanity, and not just in recent decades.

Have you ever wondered where YOU came from? Has anyone ever told you that YOU are Divine? Have you ever associated your humanness with a Divine imprint that is eternal?

Remember that you, as a Divine Changemaker, are an integral part of the shift. The key changes involve shifts in consciousness within individuals such as you. As you make these, and then interact with others and society, there is a domino effect.

Underneath the layers of falseness you unknowingly took on in human form, you really know the truth. At the core of your being, there is really no doubt about who you are, why your human experiences are such a gift, and how you are meant to be on Earth now to forever change the landscape for humankind.

In the early weeks of 2009, world leaders and people everywhere will be taking stock and choosing what will play out in this next phase. Some of this choosing will be conscious, with people being aware of what they are choosing. On other levels, the choosing will take place under the radar, masquerading as something like inaction or avoidance.

Checklist for a New Start

What kind of new start would you like to choose? What would you like 2009 and the next few years to look like? How do you see yourself taking your place alongside other Divine Changemakers? Consider these questions and the following as you envision what you want to create next. Invite your heart’s wisdom to guide you as you reflect on these ideas.

Biggest Obstacle
What is my biggest obstacle faced in 2009?
What can I do differently that will resolve this?
What resources have I not yet used fully that could help me resolve this?
How can I involve spirit more in resolving obstacles such as this?

Biggest Choice
What is the biggest choice I must make in 2009?
What’s the big picture surrounding this choice?
How will my making this choice, and acting on it, change my life?

Greatest Allies
Who are my greatest allies on my path of Light?
Who helps me to find my center when I get off track?
Who in my circle connects me with laughter and lightness of being?
Who teaches me the most about myself?
Who helps me to connect with spirit?
Who helps me to connect with my inner truth?

Greatest Opportunities

In what direction will I find expanded opportunities?
Who are the people I am meant to serve?
How do I find and connect with these people?
What can I change in what I offer to be of most service to these people?
What is the one thing to let go of for greater success?
How do I get in the way of my own success?
What can I offer that will be in demand in any economic climate?
What do I need to know or do in order to successfully offer this to the world?

As you continue the journey of rediscovering your Divine nature, we surround you with our love and blessings.

We are The Council of 12.


AA Michael* January 2009 * LM-1-2009 THE MANY FACETS OF ASCENSION


Message from Archangel Michael
January 2009 * LM-1-2009

Transmitted Through Ronna Herman

Beloved masters, we wish to continue your lessons regarding the ascension process. It is important for you understand that your physical vessel was encoded for the return to the higher vibrational, more rarified realms of Light from the inception of your earthly embodiment experiences. Also, as humanity evolves, growing in wisdom and becoming more aware of the science and the intricacies of ascension, there have been many adjustments to the process over the past several hundred years. Some initial ascension procedures have been discarded and others, more advanced requirements, have been added. In the past, ascension was possible for just a select few. Only those who came to Earth to be examples and wayshowers and who were spiritually advanced were allowed into the inner sanctums of the mystery schools. The secret doctrine was only given to those who were considered to be the strongest and most dedicated disciples. The lessons, tests and challenges were strenuous and many perished during the process or did not attain their goal for many lifetimes. That has now changed, for time is running out for the ascension of the Earth and humanity into the next level of awareness, and many Divine dispensations and much assistance is being offered to those who are striving to meet the challenges and tests of ascension.

The collective consciousness of humanity is striving to acknowledge the extreme duality that permeates the Earth. Each and every person, at some level, is fighting the battle to attain self-awareness, which must include embracing both the Light and shadow side of Self while endeavoring to return to an accepted range of duality and polarity. Each of you must recognize and claim your shadow side, your demons within, so that they, too, may embrace the Light of transformation. Human suffering is the result of rigid thinking, a sense of superiority and judgment of others, which leads to separation rather than unity and tolerance for opposing viewpoints. Can you accept the premise that your negative thought forms are also seeking release? They are rising to the surface of your consciousness, seeking illumination and truth, just as you are. You must take responsibility for what you create, moment to moment. Negative thoughts and actions result in distorted creations and chaos.

We have explained that each soul, before incarnating into a physical vessel, is given an allotment of Adamantine Particles of Life for personal use throughout their lifetime. If a person’s allotment is used with loving intention for the greatest good, then the flow of full-spectrum Light will continue throughout his/her lifetime. However, when a person becomes unloving, negative and embittered, the access to the Sacred Heart and the God Particles of Life is no longer available. Thereafter, he/she can only access the half-spectrum Light, or the primal life force substance, which can be re-qualified and used in a positive or negative way. Remember, Adamantine Particles of Creator Light can only be activated / used with loving intention for the highest good.

A young child’s heart center is open wide and the God particles flow freely. However, how long the heart center stays open depends on the love and nurturing they receive from their parents and those around them. Many dear souls have placed an etheric shield of protection over their heart center so that the pain and suffering will not affect them so drastically, thereby, closing the door to their Sacred Inner Sanctum where their God Particles of Creation are stored.

Along with the allotment of Adamantine Particles that were placed in each person’s Sacred Heart Center, a smaller allotment was also placed within each of the major chakra centers of the physical body. The largest portion was placed at the Root Chakra which the ancients called the Kundalini, the coiled serpent of fire, or the Sacred Fire.

There is an accelerated planetary initiation now in progress, and it is affecting everything on the earth plane, especially sentient Beings. There is much fear and trepidation as the collective consciousness of humanity undergoes the dramatic changes that occur at the closing of one age and the beginning of a more advanced era, and especially when much of what was considered to be of vast importance on the earthly plane slowly disappears. Armageddon is part of the third/fourth-dimensional reality; however, if your energy signature is of a higher, more balanced frequency, none of the disruptive energies of change will affect you personally. There is also a great sense of anticipation and excitement for those who have learned to stay centered within the Sacred Heart. There are many probable futures before each of you, and it is important that you stay centered in the NOW moment. You may be led to change course several times as you slowly move into the fluidity of the higher dimensions; however, if you allow your Sacred Heart and your Higher Self to Light the way, you will never be led astray. The time lines of the future lead to higher, more stable ground, away from the broad spectrum of duality and the illusion of separation.

You are in the process of integrating the many fragments of Self you have created while in physical embodiment in preparation for the merge with the many facets of your Soul family, both on the Earth and in the many dimensions throughout the solar system and galaxy, and eventually throughout the universe. There must be a reunification with Self and a return to your center of power which resides within your Sacred Heart. Once you make the connection with your Higher Self, and begin the process of reuniting with all the facets of your God Self (I AM Presence), the urge to reunite becomes a magnetic force that cannot be denied. Your Soul which is composed of Creator Essence is your conscious guide and companion while in the physical vessel. For a long time the Soul has been only a faint whisper for most people, for the ego personality was very strong and held a dominant position within. The initiation process begins when you slowly make way for the Soul to assume its proper place as director of your life, which eventually allows the Higher Self to take charge of your journey back into the realms of Light. Gradually, the narrow Silver Cord that is your life line to the Creator begins to widen until eventually it is the width of the crown of your head. That is when you tap into the flow of your Divine I AM presence and the Creator Particles of Love/Life begin to flow through and from you via the Infinity sign of life. This wondrous, luminescent Sacred Fire gives you access to your ‘treasures stored in heaven’ and is an unlimited source of Creator Light as long as it is charged with your Love Light and used for the greatest good.

The Binary Sequencing / Infinity Breathing exercise, whereby the breath goes through the Medulla Oblongata (the ascension chakra at the base of the skull), connects you to the Soul of the Earth and to the multiple realms of Light where the many facets of Self reside until, eventually, you join with your Divine I AM Presence or God Self. The River of Life has a multitude of tributaries throughout the universe; and many of you, as you tap into your Sacred Mind and learn to stay centered within the Sacred Heart, are becoming conduits for the Adamantine Particles of Creator Consciousness. First you must attune the Pineal and Pituitary glands to your Higher Self, which begins the process of dissolving the membranes of Light that guard the Sacred Mind. Your Sacred Mind makes the connection with your Sacred Heart, and once the activated Adamantine Particles of God Consciousness begin to flow from the Sacred Heart to the Sacred Mind; the process of illumination accelerates. The Creator Light flows through the crown chakra and enters the Pineal Gland, promoting cellular awareness as it activates the Pituitary and Hypothalamus glands and courses through the brain structure into your Sacred Mind. It then flows down into the Sacred Heart where the particles of Creator Light are further activated through your loving intention. These activated God Particles of Light are now ready to assist you in creating anything you desire as long as your intention is for the greatest good of all. The voice of your Higher Self becomes clearer and the nudgings of your Sacred Heart, called your intuition become stronger.

The question has been asked: “What is the difference between intuition and inspiration?”

INTUITION means to understand a concept or certain information immediately, without conscious reasoning. Your Higher Self speaks to you via your intuition and, eventually, clears the pathway to your God Self and the wisdom stored within the cosmic records. Your intuition also gives you signals via a feeling of something being right or your truth, or a feeling of dread or discomfort when something is wrong or not in alignment with the Light / truth.

INSPIRATION means the process or quality of being inspired, such as when a sudden timely or unusual idea, sometimes about something that you were not aware of before, pops into your mind. Channeling or messages from your angelic guides and teachers often leads to inspired concepts or awareness of things beyond the realm of your knowing. Intuition is validated via the mind first and then through the heart, whereas inspiration is validated through the heart first and then through the reasoning processes of the mind.

Your perception of time and space is rapidly changing as you learn to focus more on the moment instead of vacillating between the past and the future, with only moments of concentrated awareness of the present. Feelings of separation / isolation and judgment are being replaced by a sense of unity consciousness, which will eventually lead to a sense of oneness with all Creation. The Earth and humanity are in the process of becoming harmonious or balanced higher third- and fourth-dimensional Beings. There is no greater gift than to connect, once again, with the full spectrum Light of the Creator so that you may magnetize the greatest amount of Adamantine Particles of Light to you. You must then share the gift by radiating the maximum amount of Love / Light out into the world after taking what you personally need. Once the River of Life begins to course through your physical body, you will be well on your way to self-mastery, and your personal world will forever be changed.

Remember, we have explained to you in the past that the third and fourth dimensions are not ‘bad’ or ‘evil;’ it is just that the pendulum of Light and shadow has swung too far off center over these many past ages. Ascension requires each person to heal the past or in other words, to clear the major discordant vibrational patterns within so that their energetic signature is once more attuned to at least the accepted levels of duality within the seven sub-levels of third / fourth dimensions. The earthly souls who are awakening and have consciously begun the journey of ascension are in the process of becoming higher fourth-dimensional Beings. However, the consciousness of many advanced souls, those we call Star Seeds, are in the process of tapping into a fifth-dimensional awareness and even higher. You will retain your bodies of flesh; however, your health will improve and your vitality and sense-of-well-being will increase. The Earth will still be solid, and duality / polarity will still be present; however, the spectrum of Light and shadow will not be as pronounced. As the higher frequencies of Light permeate the Earth and the mass consciousness belief patterns gradually release the old concepts and begin to incorporate the higher, more refined truths, those who continue their old negative, out-of-balance thought patterns will experience the effect of their choices much more quickly, sometimes almost instantaneously.

Believe it or not, there were some advantages in the withdrawal of a major portion of your manifestation abilities in the past. We have told you that the Red (exoteric or physical plane color) of the First Ray of Divine Will and Power to create was mostly withdrawn after the Earth and humanity sank into the density of the third / lower-fourth-dimensional environment. That was done so that humanity would not destroy itself during the age of extreme duality. That period is swiftly coming to a close as humanity awakens and regains the ability to ingest more Spiritual Light. As you move forward into the upper fourth and lower fifth dimensions, your physical body will become more luminescent as the Creator Light begins to radiate more strongly from within.

Remember, you were brought forth from the Sacred Heart Core of the Supreme Creator as a White Fire Being, from which comes the saying, “Made in the image and likeness of God.” The Light of the Creator contains energy, intelligence and everything necessary to create worlds without end and to fulfill the Divine plan. You are being given an opportunity to become a cocreator of the highest order; however, you must step out of your comfort zone and reclaim your birthright. Follow the path of Light, beloveds; the time of the grand reunion is at hand. You are loved profoundly.

I AM Archangel Michael

Transmitted through Ronna Herman *


Shift Energy for 2009


This holiday season my mind has worked overtime as we approach new year energy emissions, because I realize humanity is rounding the bend or reaching the of 51% mass awareness of truths which we told ourselves so long ago,”We are not humans having a spiritual experience, but  Spirit having a human experience”, this has been a lovely idealistic phrase to embrace as our ideal, but not an idea  we have yet embraced as our reality.  This statement is the very concept of the  ‘2012  Shift of Consciousness’  or what some call Ascension.
It’s a new reality of viewing ourselves as Essence projecting a dream in which we are the character being dreamed. This is the reverse view of how we’ve viewed ourselves as the the old paradigm. As we begin to integrate this new awareness it becomes part of the beliefs embedded in our DNA, and we will begin to think and live as Spirit inner-connected to the Oneness of the greater cosmic field of Unified Consciousness as Oneness.  We humans are individualized thought points being projected in a journey of self awareness, and it’s time for us to tend to our own journey and not be concerned or comment on that of others. This Mastery of self is the energy prescription 2009.  All that the Spiritual Mystics have been telling us is now being shown to us by science, the faithful have stood lighting the way as we were told ‘ the meek shall inherit the earth’ ~ it’s unfolding before us. In 2009 we will step into the fullness of living this earth experience through our Oneness, or we’ll flounder to stay afloat in old paradigms ships with anchors drag us into the undertow.
saying for centuries. All creation is individualized points of a greater Oneness. Plants and water are connected in consciousness with humans.

Einstein said all is comprised of one unified field of energy which exists in all matter and in the space between all matter, which is inner-connected and inner-acts with itself. In the 1940’s Cleve Backster using a polygraph machine (Lie Detector) to demonstrate ‘plants are aware’.  His conclusion from experiments showed this is possible only because all is connected in a Unified Field of Consciousness indicating a Oneness with all.  His test involved hooking plants to this machine, then dropping Shrimp into boiling water. The graph went wild every time a Shrimp hit the water and worsened when one died. The plants had extreme reaction when a person in the room thought of breaking off a portion of it’s leaf. Words of violence had less to no effect when the thought was not present in the speakers mind thought. Many experiments were constructed along these lines as related in the book Primary Perception: Bio Communication with Plants, Living Foods, and Human Cells – White Rose Millennium Press 2003. The conclusion was that thought does not necessarily have to be sentto be received. Thought is simply there as part of the Collective Mind in the Consciousness Field and is non-local.  Also Masaru Emoto through his water experiments showed water reacted to thought and could be programed by thought intention. He showed the difference resulting from a loving good thought and  hate or anger, again proof that all is an inner-connected portion of this Unified Consciousness Field. These conclusion confirm many things Spiritual Mystics have been

*This inner-connectedness means our every thought effects all other of the remaining field.  
*It implicates  Karma is not as we noted it to be, but has effect from the thought or intention not the action.
*This gives us a much different view of  who/what humanity is.  It shows us the mind is all powerful and by changing our thought we can    change the reality we project as our life experience.
*It tells us we are not victims of fate, because we’re dreaming the dream and can change the outcome by completely embracing this awareness as reality because human manifestation is only the dreamed thought of our/the Essence.
*It shows us we are the co-creators of our reality through our thought and intention, and posses the ability to do magical things to change reality.
*It says we can create peace in the world when 51% live this awareness, automatically turning the tides of war and hatred as the Collective Consciousness Mind has the power to change the reality by holding the greater portion of  like
In 2009 it’s time for us to master our intentions and our thoughts to create the new reality we perceive for the Shift to a New Earth.  Mastery of this takes place in out mind from hearts desire living as Essence experiencing.


The Blue Star Speaks* Of Lions and Lambs


Blue Star Transmissions began on the internet Dec 12th, 1997




Of Lions and Lambs

“Of Lions and Lambs”
~ Special Edition ~


12-25-08 to 2-25-09 



All right Earthizens, it is MY turn to “vent.” I am saddened to see so many peoples on this planet in a traumatic state of mind bordering on helplessness. Although I fully appreciate the conditions that assail you each now, I cannot help but see that so many of you ones are so desperate about your situations that you are living on hope for a better tomorrow. Yet, the downside to living in such a precarious fashion is that hoping for a better tomorrow will not give you a “better today.” Your attention is of course still being focused on matters of the practical world, i.e. POLITICS, economic turmoil, and once again the probable “hope” for a sudden turnaround in money, housing, business and political agendas. Obviously the economic conditions affect every individual here, in one way or another. However, it is People-Power that shall eventually turn this around. I said, “eventually.”


You see, dealing with the practical aspect first now; it does not matter a bit who the upcoming president is of any country. It does not matter who the incoming administration peoples are. Nothing is going to stop the downward spiral of all which still needs to be changed UNTIL such time that the international phases, those peoples, places and things that have wrought such havoc here since time immemorial, have been replaced with a fair justice system throughout this world. “Justice” in this case means equitable distributions of foodstuffs, monies, properties and so forth. It means countries AND PEOPLE aiding one another without expecting compensation in return. Now, of course over the last 60 + years, many countries awakened to the consciousness that change was not only needed, but that an unbiased system of quid pro quo was required. The fact that “cooperation” between peoples and countries would be a necessary part of any good changes, was a bit hard for many cultures to swallow. Inevitably however they did finally acquiesce. Only those with the least amount of sentience believed that needed change would happen quickly and painlessly. What you ones are experiencing now is the breakdown of all illusions, all deceits and false hopes that were toxic to begin with.


Now, here we are today, well, you are anyway, I myself am at my observation post “observing,” and you are indeed right in the thick of things. Each time a new leader has been appointed to chair a government of a country, peoples have been fervently praying that he or she will be “the right one.” BUT, what is not realized here by so many millions of peoples is that regardless of who any new leader is, it is THE PEOPLE who have the voice of the “right.” All senates, congresses, parliaments etc., are the weak links. If people clearly understood this, they would indeed be fiercely passionate and address the issues to those men and women and use their voting leverage to impress upon those ones the needs and rights of the peoples. YES, it can be done. THESE are the ones who must answer to YOU. WHY DO YOU ONES NOT REALIZE THIS? Presidents and other world leaders are but figureheads. You see, it has required many, many years for the senates and so forth to develop “fear,” of public opinions. The year 2008, now epitomizes the fear these ones have. And well they should. Nothing of this magnitude in the politics of this world has ever happened this way before.


Congratulate yourselves peoples of the Earth Star planet; you ones have finally succeeded in bringing them to their knees. The difference here is that THEY know this and YOU DO NOT. They do NOT want you to know this so, we shall consider this our secret. I will not tell anyone outside of this Universe, ok? From my vantage point I have witnessed an amazing amount of secret closed-door meetings. The hierarchies of this planet have a boondoggle by the tail and they know it. They have had to come to grips with the fact that their agendas are of no consequence now. They do indeed tremble internally as they discuss how to give the peoples what they want and still curry favor with other high-ranking officials. Even they no longer believe that bringing in new figureheads will appease the people unless they (the hierarchies themselves) backup the peoples’ demands. They finally understand in the most basic way that their previous times of wanton debauchery and gross misuse of funds will no longer be tolerated by the peoples, because THE PEOPLE OF THIS WORLD ARE HUNGRY! THIS is what it is taking to affect the changes you ones have wanted!


All military juntas are also changing; there is no longer the old way of “closing the ranks” so the peoples will not learn the truth. All judicial branches across the world, including, but NOT limited to…the hidden integration of medicine with the gross pharmaceutical companies, the secret science integration with the military and so forth are all being exposed. Perhaps you will not hear about it in the “practical world” for a while yet, but in the due processing of time, you shall. Secret governments are starting to disintegrate. The still secretly active KGB, as well as the CIA and all the rest of that ilk are learning duck and cover for themselves..first hand I might add. However, it now requires, more so than at any previous time in history, that peoples of ALL countries work for a common goal; the rights of humanity. The constitutions of each country need to be rewritten with and BY the will of the people. Although in time this will happen, it is many, MANY years away. Not all of you who are alive today will live to see this happen, but it will happen anyway!


For now, meaning “the present time,” I would suggest that you ones forget about emulating or adoring any high-ranking political figure and concentrate on what you yourselves can do to produce great changes. Politicians come and go. The peoples always remain. As I stated earlier about “hope”: I do find it disturbing that so many among you ones are living on hope. Hope can be a temporary placebo energy. It can, and in far too many cases DOES, cause people to live life thinking about a better tomorrow rather than working on a better today. It can cause normally astute men and women to sigh, feel complacent and let others in government make decisions which the peoples themselves should be making. With elections taking place in many countries too many people will become placated, hoping for a better year next year or possibly the year after. It is always this way. This time of course peoples are watching institutions crumbling, feeling the very foundation of their individual lives shake, rattle and roll. This is what “change” does; change is a catalyst for better or for worse. In the case of the present time, the change is for the better.


You see, for far too long you have been conditioned to believe that the governments knew best; that the governments would work in your best interest……to which I say, NOT! Long ago I told you that peoples CAN exist without the governments, but that governments CANNOT exist without the peoples. Politically and financially supporting peoples who do not truly have your best interests at heart is a click away from a communistic style of governmental processing. Always follow your own intuition when deciding who to vote for. Do not rely on another’s perspectives and most certainly not the “media hype.” Now, obviously the need for co-existence is the most desired state. So it is that any country that considers itself to be a democratic sovereignty must LIVE in that manner. I speak not of democrats and republicans here. That system was simply an ancient ploy well-used to separate people from their beliefs.


It WAS however to have been, one country, democracy in action, all beliefs systems permitted, no division between races or cultures…for the good of all. This was intended to be a worldwide state of being. You see how well that went. Now, I never endorse any political individual(s). I will never suggest who you should or should not vote for, or who you should believe in. People change. When I have been bluntly asked about the Bush regime in America, I have spoken nothing but the truth about those treacherous people and their longtime based Illuminati agenda. I will tell you when I see political agendas unfolding in ANY world government as I deem necessary. I am stating this now in the hope that you ones will understand that my focus MUST remain on far more important issues than the political arenas. I made this exception this day and asked my Celestial daughter to post this transmission as a special edition.


Now, as I told David of Arcturus last evening, when he I were commiserating about the state of this world and I felt his intense desire for this to just come to a joyous conclusion, “No stone can be left unturned. If that would happen, everything would unravel.” I share this with you ones because you have a need to know. As chronological time continues its steady progressive movement further and further into The Golden Now, the great shift will accelerate, not just because you ones have been asking for it, but because NOW IT CAN. Since I must abide by my own firm belief in being completely truthful with you ones, I shall give you both the good news and the better news as well as the…not so good news. Come now Earthizens, if I began to sugarcoat my words and gloss over upcoming situations you ones would think I was daft! You would say,”What happened to Blue Star? He is being sweet and subtle….that in itself is scaring me!” So, as not to disappoint anyone, here I go: What has begun here on the Earth Star planet is “the beginning of A beginning.”


There are plans afoul to co-join all the world’s banks into one massive consortium. Because the Illuminati of today are now in fear for what they hold dear, money and power, a hastily drawn plan to buy banks and similar institutions and forge them into one mammoth Illuminati World Bank has been hatched. Not to fear please, we are already taking care of that devious plot. It will not happen. You are unaware that a massive number of Star Keepers AND their descendants, have arrived here very recently and are most speedily working to offset any such endeavor. No, we are not “interfering,” we have answered God’s CALL. Now, you will witness the closings of an amazing number of stores; produce yards, trucking companies and many other such enterprises and industries for quite some time to come. The next 2 to 4 years will be very harsh years in many ways for all the world’s peoples. No, I am not saying it will be all straightened out after that time period, for it will not. It will be many years before the cleansing is completed. You will continue to watch the erosion of institutions; losses of federally mandated funds, each country will experience a harsh existence as the peoples of this world struggle to survive, especially in the wintertime(s). However, the “few” of this world who have been considered “great” shall continue to fall, and the “many” who have not been considered “great,” shall become so.


Churches and other similar institutions shall be packed with frightened peoples until the peoples FINALLY realize they need to stay home and speak to God directly. All religious organizations shall experience great loss in all ways. However, even as we speak, people around the globe are using their practical thinking ability and learning how to grow their own small gardens, yes, even in cramped apartments. Peoples are forming groups rather than the distasteful cliques, and teaching the canning process for fruits and vegetables and safe storing of foodstuffs that can last for a long duration. Parents and teens are in conflict with one another because spoiled children can no longer buy “designer clothes.” Thank God for that one! The extremely wealthy peoples are trying to absorb massive financial losses because of their beliefs in investing. Not investing in people just because they can be of help, but investing in “things.” Many peoples who are raised in this fashion cannot invest in anything unless they can be assured they will have a “return on their investments” you see. Unfortunately, there are many peoples who are very well-off financially but not rich, and are not seeing beyond what they desire FOR themselves. It saddens me greatly that these ones do not realize that the more they give to those in need, the more they would receive back in other ways. So, it is a “lose-lose” situation.


My Celestial daughter and David of Arcturus re-coined a term, I used earlier, “People-Power;” which means, “it is the everyday people who are making and shall continue to make a difference.” You see, as this planet continues on its hurly-burley ride to true freedom, it is the Children of God who have not forgotten who they are and understand the necessity for this great cleansing, who will not only survive but will prosper ALWAYS and in ALL-WAYS. Now, farmers across this world have been quietly gathering in small groups and discussing the best ways to keep their livestock and their own families fed AND PROTECTED. They are now carefully watching out for one another and well they should. Many, many cultures have finally realized that it is time to live in “the old way,” sharing, bartering when possible, recycling clothes and school supplies, etc. Peoples are finally beginning to understand that they need to hold on to what they have IF it is in their best interest and to release those things that are no longer as important to their lives as they once were.


Over the next few years thousands upon thousands of families and groups determined to live life in a better, more simple way will be moving into what is now considered to be rural areas. People who do this are being led by us and by Spirit to do so. Many have already begun this journey. Others need to do so SOON! They will be the “peace keepers.” They will be in safe havens. This accounts for the need many have been feeling; the great urge to move as soon as feasible to those areas. They will attract millions of others from all over this world, in many ways. What is being viewed by millions of people here as chaos run amuck is acknowledged by many more millions as “OC,”-“organized chaos in motion.” Medical institutions, insurance companies, yes, even EBAY, will suffer great losses and rigid cutbacks. Out of all this clamor and the fears experienced by the peoples will be born a GRAND EVENT. Something wonderful is about to happen! You will know it when you see it! God specifically asked me not to ruin the surprise, so all I can tell you is……………it is unique!


Now, before I leave you ones today I wish to speak to you about Donuts. Yes, I am quite lucid, but thank you for asking. I think. All right now, regarding Donuts: let us compare life to the donut. Although it is true donuts may be made into various sizes and COLORS they are still donuts, are they not? Today we shall deal with the round-shaped one. Think of each individual life as a simple donut; each person living a life experience has the opportunity to live life within the cocoon of the donut or to experience life by relishing the BATTER from which “the little cake” was made from. Those who choose the cocoon are forever peering out at the center, the hole, in fear of falling into a void, a chasm which they cannot extricate themselves from. They do not think to wonder if the “baker” is there to prevent the fall. They have convinced themselves that they need the cocoon, the “safety net,” or they will perish. So, they spend their entire life experience running in circles. Accomplishing nothing, gaining even less.


Then there are those intrepid Souls who know that their life is a donut, but refuse to accept the “ordinary” safety zone. They skim over and through the little cake at their leisure, delving deeply into the substance of the cake and emerging when they want and/or need a different direction. They may be deep inside one day, on the very top the next day, or at another time looking into the hole to try to understand why that part is “different.” It is not fear that propels these ones, nor is it idle curiosity. They do accept that the hole is there and that for whatever reason it is vacant, empty of both life and substance. They realize that “someone” Created the whole donut as well as the hole donut. They are more than content to fill their lives with the batter, the territory which is a part of themselves, rather than to dwell on the emptiness, the nothingness. They accept the fact that it is there, but see no reason to be a part of “nothing.” You see, Life is a Donut. Which part of it you claim defines you. Whether you choose to be whole or to be hole; whether you choose to be content exploring all aspects of yourself or to forever keep your eye on the hole rather than on the whole.


Now, I shall once again remind you ones that many peoples will be leaving this planet…for MANY reasons. The ones who remain behind will IN TIME experience a cognition that all was really not as bad as it could have been. I could tell you how bad it could have been, but I will not! You do not need to know those lurid details. As Terra continues her remarkable glide to her own Ascension, carrying with her the hearts and minds of all good Souls who have united here for the good of all, none of you will have any regrets of all that occurs. You will have instead, “the great understanding.” You shall become the lion AND the lamb.


And the lion and the lamb shall forever live in peace, for the lion will be as the lamb and the lamb will have the heart of the lion. There will be no separation between the two.

I am now signing off.,

Salude….Blue Star the Pleiadian


“There is a valley where that which is Spiritual stands on one side
and that which is religious stands on the other side.
In the middle walks the Creator and the Creation.
In time, all shall be as one…I shall meet you there.”
….Blue Star…… 





©Copyright 1997, 2009 –





This Is A Unique Solstice


This Is A Unique Solstice
by Patricia Diane Cota-Robles

The Winter Solstice is considered one of the most powerful times of the year by many cultures around the world. In the Northern Hemisphere this celestial event usually occurs on December 21st. The timing of the solstice this year will be Sunday, December 21, at 7:04 a.m. EST, 4:04 a.m. PST, or 12:04 p.m. Universal Time.

The Winter Solstice is the longest night of the year, and it heralds the initial impulse of the annual return of the Sun, the Light, to the Earth. This year the spiritual effects of the solstice will be more powerful than ever before. This is due to the incredible influx of Light that is pouring into the planet through the heartfelt pleas of people everywhere.

Humanity is experiencing the most intensified purging of the economic system, and the various other social structures that do not operate with a consciousness of the highest good for all concerned, that we have ever endured. This is a necessary cleansing that is paving the way for the physical manifestation of the patterns of perfection for the New Earth. The difficult part of this process is that the masses of Humanity do not see the bigger picture. Millions of people see only the painful situations that are happening in their lives. As a result of this limited perception, they feel overwhelmed and hopeless. This is very hard to observe, but it is not all bad.

After our fall from Grace aeons ago, we became so numb to the discord in our lives that we just muddled through our Earthly experiences accepting mediocrity as a natural state of being. We fell into the terrible habit of using pain as our motivator. Unless we were writhing in agony, we did not feel that it would help to take action or to ask for assistance from our Father-Mother God. For millions of people on Earth, prayer and an invocation for Light from our God Parents occurs only when they are brought to their knees by their life situations. This is exactly what is happening at this time for millions of people all over the world.

The Company of Heaven is revealing to us now that more people than ever before are reaching a critical moment in their life experiences. Consequently, millions of people are asking God for Divine Intervention. Many of them are praying for the very first time. This powerful event, in unison with the millions of Lightworkers who daily invoke the Light of God, has created the greatest influx of Light the Earth has ever experienced during a Winter Solstice. This Heavenly assistance will greatly empower the patterns of perfection for the New Earth, and it will accelerate our individual hopes and dreams by leaps and bounds.

Beginning now, and continuing for the next 72 hours, focus intently on the vision of what you want to manifest in your life and the lives of your loved ones. Focus on your visions for the New Earth and the harmony and balance you wish for all Humanity. This is a rare opportunity, and we are being called to action by our God Selves—our I AM Presence—and the Company of Heaven. Be sure your visions and your intentions always reflect our Oneness and the Reverence of ALL Life.

This event will pave the way for a God Victorious New Year. 2009 is going to be a year of miraculous changes. These changes have been in the works for quite some time, and now we are going to experience them tangibly in the world of form. These changes will not happen by chance. They will occur through the unified efforts of Lightworkers all over the world and the Company of Heaven.

I know there are a lot of dire predictions regarding the global economy and the challenges Humanity is going through, but we are not the victims of circumstance. We are the cocreators of our Earthly experiences. If we do not like the way things are going in our lives, we have the ability to change our circumstances. This is what we have been preparing for aeons to accomplish—and now is the time.

As the Hopi prophecy states: “We are the ones we have been waiting for.”

2009 numerically is an 11 year. Eleven is the master number that reflects the transformation of the physical into the Divine. The archetypes for the patterns of perfection for the New Earth were securely anchored into the physical plane in August 2008. In 2009, through our creative faculties of thought and feeling, we will expand these patterns into our daily experiences.

The purging and cleansing of the obsolete behavior patterns that have caused the maladies existing in Humanity’s lives will continue. But the wonderful news is, as these old archetypes crumble away, the expansion of the patterns of perfection for the New Earth will begin to manifest in ways that will bring joy, fulfillment and great expectations into the hearts and minds of people everywhere.

There is a new sense of hope flooding through the hearts of people around the world. Humanity’s hope is magnetizing Legions of Light from the Realms of Perfection into the atmosphere of Earth in ways we have never experienced. The Divine Intent of these Messengers of God is to assist Humanity to move quickly through the cleansing process so that the bliss of the New Earth will manifest in the twinkling of an eye.

2009 is going to be whatever we cocreate together. Do not let this opportunity pass you by.

Patricia Diane Cota-Robles
New Age Study of Humanity’s Purpose
a 501 (c) 3 nonprofit educational organization



The Mastering Alchemy * Dec.2008 The Way of Life in the Fifth Dimension


The Way of Life in the Fifth Dimension

The previous article compared the third and fourth dimensions. In this article we bring in the fifth dimension. Let’s briefly review the structures of the third andfourth dimensions.

The third dimension operates with a specific set of rules and has certain characteristics, aspects, boundaries, edges, mutations and structures. We see three main structures sustaining this dimension.

Rigid Structures of the Third Dimension

Duality – A dual mode of perception: right-wrong, positive-negative, good-bad, should-shouldn’t, up-down, black-white.
Linear Time – The perception that time only moves in a straight line (one direction) and is experienced as past, present and future.
Rational Mind – The GPS of the third dimension. The analytical, reasoning thought processor designed to make comparisons, draw conclusions, store information, calculate, and make determinations.

Flexible Structures of the Fourth Dimension

Now Time – This is your point of power. Each now moment is a threshold to new beginnings and fresh choices.
Choice – The power to consciously choose to initiate something else in any moment.
Paradox – Contradictory truths. Something that was true a moment ago but may not be true in the next now moment.
Alignment / Balance – A state of equilibrium which neutralizes opposing forces.

In the Fifth Dimension, 3-D ‘Reaction’ and 4-D ‘Response’ Give Way to Integration

Reintegration – When you attain fifth-dimensional consciousness you experience the reintegration with your Higher Self. This reconnection with the higher parts of you brings higher awareness and allows you to know yourself at the Soul level. You begin to Be who you came here to be. Your innate spiritual abilities increase and reveal themselves. These include clairvoyance, telepathy and abstract intuition.

Access the Wisdom You Know – Life in the fifth-dimension is stunning because you are fully conscious again. You are aware of and can access the wisdom and information available within your Being that resides in all the dimensions. There is no separation. You are one with the All and All is you.

Experience Higher, Lighter Energy – In 5D, you vibrate in feelings like reverence, beauty and kindness. The coat you choose to wear each day bears no resemblance to what you typically walk around wearing in 3D.  And much of what you experience is no longer expressed from the mind or in words (intellect/brain) but pours forth from the heart and the feelings (the senses recombine forming a sixth sense). You achieve a quiet knowingness.

Higher Mind – In this level of living, when the mental and emotional bodies merge, the union activates the Higher Mind and you operate from the mind of your Soul. You begin to know what the Soul knows and make Soul-guided choices.

Simultaneous Time – Living in 5D, you move into Simultaneous Time which allows you to see the broader perspective of All That Is. All the answers to your questions lie exactly where the question is asked and you are able to view all possibilities before taking action.

So, why did we choose to leave this wonderful place where all is known and go to the third dimension, anyway? When Creator wanted to know Himself/Herself better He/She asked for volunteers, and guess who ran to the front of the line saying “Pick me, pick me!” You did! Creator sent the brightest and the best (you) on this special quest to explore the outermost regions of existence. It was, and is, a grand adventure that only the biggest and most enthusiastic spirits signed up for.

Why did we choose the third dimension and not another? Duality does not exist in the higher dimensions and duality is an important part of what we wanted to experience. Our explorations took us many places but as we went deeper into density we eventually found ourselves playing in the slower vibrations of the world of form (matter). Here we could delve into cause and effect and discover the results of our choices and actions. Here we had free will to explore the most divergent ranges of frequencies (including fear, hate, anger, betrayal, etc). When we signed up for this adventure we did not know that we would become immersed in it or that we would forget who we are, where we came from, why we came, and how to get back Home. We now have an opportunity to remember who we are and return Home.

The Long-Awaited “Shift of the Ages” is Upon Us

We have taken the third-dimensional adventure as far as we can. We have been wildly successful at what we set out to accomplish and explore in this diverse, dense, duality. A huge vibrational up-shift (on every level) is what the Earth and her inhabitants are undergoing right now. You are a very important part of this Shift. You are big, not small. You are significant, not insignificant. You make a difference and your contribution is valued by all of humanity and by All That Is. Welcome the change to a new way of life, dear friends, for together we have begun the process of bringing Heaven to the Earth.

Jim Self is an international teacher, speaker and author. He has been a leader in the field of spiritual development for over 27 years. He offers us the Tools of Mastering Alchemy as a Way of Life.
This work is co-created with the Archangels, Ascended Masters and Teachers of Light. Free DVD and Free Tele-classes are available.
Jim presents free local evening classes and a weekend seminar ‘Creating the Personal Power Field’ across North America. (775) 851-8950.


Jesus/Yeshua* The Gatekeepers


The Gatekeepers

Dear friends, today I am here with joy and pleasure and I extend a warm welcome to every one of you. Our meeting makes a difference. It is not only a lecture in which you listen to words but my presence here which merges with yours creates an energy space which helps anchor light in the earth.

You are the gatekeepers to the light. You are the ones on earth who open the gate to more light, the light of the New Era. The old world is gradually passing away. Old structures of power and ego based consciousness have lost their strength and will gradually sink to the bottom of the ocean. A new society, a new state of being arises which is based on love and on the values of the heart.

You are all so much a part of this transformation. Sometimes you do not realize enough how closely you are associated with this transformation process. Also your contribution is different from what you often think it is. During this transition from the old to the new it is you yourself, your own energy body, that is changing. In addition to the physical body you dwell in, you are also a compilation of energy, partly perceptible and partly imperceptible. You are all walking sources of energy. Each of you individually radiates a certain vibration, an energy field which has its effect on the environment, often without you being aware of it. It is this radiation or energy field which is the determining factor in everything that happens around you, in all the things you attract into your life. You may also call it “a state of being.” It is this very state of being which enables the earth changes to take place. For if many groups or individuals change and refine their energy field, this will attract another energetic reality to earth. This is the global transition which is taking place now and which starts in the individual.

Of course there are many realms around the earth – astral and spiritual realms – which are willing to help you realize this transformation, this enlightenment. But you are the gatekeepers. You are the ones on earth who open the gate to the light. If this gate does not open, the light cannot be embedded in the earth. Therefore it is so important to believe in yourself, to know and to feel inside that you are doing exactly the job for which you came to earth.

All of you are working on the inner level to bring about a spiritual transformation in your being. And this is the very thing you came for: the inner work of raising your vibration in a world that does not always comply with and sometimes resists your purest intentions. You are the lightworkers, you are the pioneers of a New Era. From love and harmony you will give birth to the New Era in your own heart. In this way, by doing the inner work you will attract a material reality that is far more beautiful and caring than it has been for many ages.

The point is not so much what you do in your daily life or which profession you have. Whether you are a carpenter or a therapist, a homemaker or a professor, it makes no difference. What really matters is your “state of being,” the energy that you send forth, the energy that you are. It is not what you do but who you are that is the source of transformation.

Now I would like to ask you to feel the energy here in this room for a moment, to feel the collective energy of all of us together. I can only be here through you. It is when you accept me in your hearts that my energy can flow into you and out through you here on earth. Whenever you open up your heart to me, I come in and let my light shine. But you are the ones who open the gate and I thank you for that. You are doing the job you came to do here. The earth is changing. From the ashes of the old times a new world will arise.

I would like to say something about how this New Era feels inside. I do not so much want to consider the external symptoms but the inner signs. There is a big transformation going on in your emotional body. The emotional body is very sensitive to fear, to anger and aggression and to all strong sentiments which easily pull you out of your center. You are all working on the refinement of your emotional body. You are doing this by a process of internalization: taking responsibility for the emotions you feel, examining them and following them back to their source(s). In this process of internalization you do not search for the cause(s) of your problems in the outside world anymore but you look for them within yourself. Thus you take responsibility for your own energy and that is a big step forward. As soon as you take responsibility for everything that exists inside you, you can become aware of blocked emotions and transform them. This is the very thing you are working on at this time.

In the New Era the emotional body will settle down. You will live in a much more intuitive way than you are used to. Your environment will also comply with this intuitive way of living. There will be peace and quiet in your heart. Do you feel how much you are longing for this? I feel and see how you are yearning for a state of awareness in which the energy between you and others can run freely, in which you can openly show your love, in which you can rely on the safety of the world and the people around you. You long for that state of awareness in which you know that all is well and you can be just who you are.

It is a sense of freedom and safety that you long for. And I tell you once again that this energy is completely available to you. But you are the ones who must open the gate to accept that divine energy into your soul. I and many others in the beyond are right next to you to help and support you. I ask you here and now to feel my energy, to feel that my energy is available to all of you. You are really working on a new birth. Feel the silence in your heart, feel the inner space that allows you to release the old energies and make way for the new. The freedom which you are all craving is near.

Just before the new arrives there is always a difficult stage: the death struggle of the old. Right before dawn is the darkest hour when all the old fears come to the surface, all the grief and anger which you have accumulated during your life and the many lives before when there was darkness on earth. All this comes to the surface in order to be integrated. Do not let yourself be deceived by appearances. It is a good sign, a sign of progress, when all this negative energy enters your consciousness. It means that you are strong enough to pass the test.

You are all working on the completion of a cycle of lives that has been dominated by an inner struggle between light and dark, between self-awareness and the illusions of power, fear and ignorance. An appeal is made to all of you to look into the depths of your soul and to rediscover the light, the flame of divine light in there.

Now I would like to point out three pitfalls which you may encounter in releasing the old. They all have to do with the emotional body and they also are deeply connected to the fact that you are a lightworker.

1. Spiritual anger

The first obstacle is anger. Here I am talking about a type of anger that is actually motivated by a longing for harmony and justice. It is what you might call spiritual anger. I will explain the origin of it.

When you started your cycle of lives on earth you all had an inspiration. This inspiration is strongly connected to the Christ energy. My coming to the earth, the coming of Jeshua (or Jesus) was a beacon to you, a source of inspiration. In me you recognized an energy which you all have inside. In former times you all had made the decision to anchor this energy on earth. But in the cycle of lives in which you tried to do so you experienced a lot of resistance. And this has caused harm to the emotional body. The emotional body is nothing else than the child within you. Your inner child is the lively, free part of yourself which spontaneously acts and reacts from its emotions. This child has suffered a lot during the lifetimes in which you sought to accomplish your inner mission of seeding the Christ energy on earth.

A part of you is always cosmically inspired and from the level of your higher self or soul, you know and feel the meaning of all that happens to you. You can see things from a perspective of light and knowledge. But there is another part to you which is your earthly personality. This is the inner child or your ego; it is your humanness, however you may call it. On this level of you, there can be a lot of fear and lack of understanding about what is happening to you, even if your soul knows that “it is all right” and that it serves a higher purpose.

During your lifetimes on earth you were often inspired to plant seeds of light in the form of new ideas or attitudes, but you were frequently misunderstood by your environment. You were rejected, neglected or even annihilated. From these experiences of being unwelcome, much emotional trauma resulted. The child within you did not understand why it had deserved disapproval. Your soul did understand but your earthly self, your emotional body, had to deal with deeply traumatic experiences that arose out of persecution, violence and disapproval. All of you carry these traumas within you as scars on your soul.

You have all come to earth to bring light into this reality, starting from a past history which is quite complicated. (For the whole story see the Lightworker Series, in the first part of this book). I just need to mention that there was a type of personal karma involved when you decided to start your cycle of lives on earth. There have been times in which you yourselves were immersed in darkness, living to gain power and control over the earth souls, among others. Your mission on earth was to make up for these former lives, to bring back love and justice to humanity.

While this inspiration, this torch of light, was burning strongly in your hearts there was at the same time a lack of understanding in the inner child part of yourself. And therefore such a thing as spiritual anger arose. The child part inside you had no understanding of your own karmic contribution to the darkness and projected the evil outside of itself. The child part within you wanted to fight for the good and the just out of emotional motives. The child part inside you had little tolerance for the resistance and slowness of earth reality and it was impatient. Starting from this child part, spiritual anger was born.

Spiritual anger means that you can be immensely affected by the evil of the world, by the suffering of innocent people, by the destruction of the earth, by the wrecking of the plants, the trees and the animal world. All these things – political and social inequality, the apparently unnecessary dying of so many children, the wars, the violence – anger you. These are matters which affect you deeply and which can stir up anger inside you and so you feel powerless.

It is characteristic of lightworkers that they let themselves be carried away by this anger and that they go beyond their limits in this regard. They lose themselves in their desire to change and improve the world. This can be a passion to change things on the political or social level or it may emerge as a desire to help people on a personal level, as a profession or in your private life.

The desire to help and change things often contains a form of spiritual anger although this may not be noticeable. After all you seem to simply “want the best” for someone else or for society. But surely there is anger inside you when you feel inclined to force somebody – no matter how subtly – to change their behavior or their emotions. Often you do not notice that the time is not yet ripe for it.

Each time when you feel an intense indignation or an enormous passion to change things or when you have feelings of powerlessness and anger towards things as they are, you are in the pitfall of spiritual anger. You want too much at once. You are heedless of reality as it is for you are seized by an emotion, the emotion of anger. I ask you to be aware of this and to let it go, for this kind of inspiration that is charged with anger takes you away from your center. It will not offer you the true inspiration, the peace and quiet in your emotional body that help you embody your light on earth.

You achieve the state of truly embodying your light on earth by being entirely centered in your own being, in a pure and calm state of mind. In this state you can feel that you are in the world but not of it. Being of the world means that you attach value to everything you observe with your senses: violence, war, illness, destruction. If you regard these with your physical senses only you can easily get angry. Therefore we ask you to take a step backwards and to feel inwardly what spiritual dynamics are taking place in the things that upset you.

There is a secret meaning in suffering. Each soul, each living being on earth is here to unfold itself, to express itself and to learn more about what it is to be human and spirit at the same time. Each soul proceeds according to its own path of development. And you are asked to respect this, to take a step backwards and to concentrate entirely on yourself, on your own light. The energy, the truth, the vibration that you radiate as a result invites people or animals or plants to come into your energy field and experience a healing vibration. This is the work you came for. There is no need for you to stand on the barricades. There is no need for you to fight for this.

Your real spiritual work is not a doing but a being. When your spiritual energy is in balance, the healing energy you send forth to others flows easily and effortlessly, without physical or mental exertion. It feels light and smooth, not exhausting to you. Things and people show up spontaneously on your path and turn to you for healing.

Each time you lock yourself in indignation and anger, even if it concerns injustice or suffering that you find unbearable to watch, I ask you to step backwards and move into the center of yourself. Enter the silence and accept that things are as they are. Accept that everything completes its own cycle and has its own development, including the people who are dearest to you. Set them free too. It is enough to be there for them, nothing more and nothing less. 

2. Spiritual depression

A second pitfall I would like to address is depression or melancholy. I have just described in broad outline a history in which you all as lightworkers have fallen prey to resistance, persecution and violence. This has left scars on your soul. It may have hurt you so deeply that you have lost the courage to let your light shine once more into this world. You may frequently feel depressed and life may seem meaningless to you. You may feel that you are unwelcome in this world, that you do not fit in with your kind of energy. You feel that you are different.

Feelings of depression or gloominess result from a lack of self confidence. On the one hand you may know very well that you carry a spiritual light within, that you are a sensitive, compassionate and wise person. But on the other hand there is a wounded child inside you who wants recognition and appreciation from the outside world. There is a part of you that craves external attention and safety. But you never seem to get enough of this or you cannot find the sort of recognition you really seek because you are different. Often your environment does not recognize the real you and therefore cannot acknowledge and nourish you.

Your wounded, inner child will never be healed by something from the outside but only by yourself, your own power and wisdom. It is in taking care of your own pain and sorrow and in having faith in yourself at times when no one else has it that you really achieve self confidence. Once you have opened up this source of power you will attract a physical and social environment which supports you and your deepest aspirations.

Everyone who suffers from spiritual melancholy or depression experiences a strong desire to transcend earthly reality and return to a realm of harmony and light, in which peace and safety prevail. To all of you I ask, I pray to your souls to trust and stand firm in your inner light again. The light that provides love and security is available to you here and now. It is burning in your own heart and it is only asking you to focus your attention upon it again. We in the beyond are eager to lighten your burden but no one can help you as long as you do not believe in your own light and kindle it yourself.

It is extremely important not to let yourself be bogged down by feelings of despondency or depression. This is a dangerous pitfall in which you could lose your way completely because you lose touch with who you really are: the angel, the creature of light who dwells within you. During moments of depression or nostalgia, it can be helpful to be quiet and merely breathe. Be aware of the movement of breathing throughout your body and with each inhalation and exhalation you can say out loud or softly within: “I am who I am. I am good as I am.”

I surround you with my light. Once you have slightly opened the gate to more self confidence, to a feeling of self respect that really stems entirely from your inner self, the light will shine inside: the light of our own Greater Self, the light of the Christ energy and the light of all the helpers, guides and angels who support and love you from the realms around the earth.

The time of transformation has arrived. Right now when the time is difficult I ask you to continue with heads held high and to focus on the horizon of the New Era. A reality of harmony and love is waiting for you; it is your inheritance and many of you will taste this even in this lifetime. The key is to have faith in yourself and to trust that you will be given all that you need. Do not fear the dark, for the light inside you is stronger. Your light will never be defeated. The reality of light is waiting in love and patience until you extend your hand and open the gate.

3. Fear of your own strength

Finally I want to mention another obstacle that causes a lot of commotion in your emotional body. I am still talking here about energies which restrain you from achieving inner peace and clarity. It may be anger, it may be depression but it may also be fear and this is the third obstacle.

Fear has mainly to do with a lack of trust in your own inspirations, feelings and intuitions. If you doubt your own feelings, you worry a lot and you invoke a whole series of emotions which take you further and further away from your center. When you are full of fear your intuition is blocked. The intellect and the emotions gain the upper hand and subsequently create a panic-stricken and chaotic situation. The intellect and the emotions need the intuition, the heart as a foundation. Only then can they serve you in a useful way.

If you leave out the heart, the intellect will work overtime and the emotions will not have a moment’s peace. Then fear may get a grip on you and manifest itself in all kinds of situations. You may doubt your ability to do the things you are normally capable of doing. You may start to question the self-evident and make a problem out of everything. There is a kind of nervousness inside you which makes it impossible to be with yourself in a quiet and peaceful way.

The key here is to set yourself free from all the worrying and to go back to your heart, to your feelings. What do you really feel underneath all those restless thoughts and confused emotions? In breathing calmly in your belly you are able to go back to your foundation. Then you may feel a relief inside, a point of silence which is beyond your thoughts and emotions. You may then experience the thoughts and emotions that you have as a cloud surrounding you, a cloud that you can focus your attention on or not. You will then have recovered your sense of freedom, your ability to choose a certain thought or emotion.

If you believe that your thoughts are true or your emotions are true, you will be entirely absorbed by them and you will keep on following the track of these thoughts and emotions. But it is possible to step backwards and say: “Stop, I leave these thoughts and emotions for what they are and I am going back. I am going more deeply into myself and I will feel what is really going on, why I am harboring these thoughts and emotions now.” As soon as you take that step backwards you will rediscover your own strength. Your self confidence will again flow freely. The dark clouds will dissolve and peace and clarity will return. This step must be repeated frequently since the intuitive nature, the living from the heart has not yet become self-evident to you. Therefore you experience a lot of fear.

You are releasing old certainties. No more do you rely unconditionally on what your father and mother told you, on what your teachers taught or on the rules your superiors prescribe to you. You do not blindly trust the results of the intellect or of science anymore. And you also know how unstable your emotions can be and that they are not a measure of truth either. Because you have released all these certainties – and that is a sign of strength – fears may turn up and you may feel like you’re drifting around by yourself on a rough ocean. However it is exactly this situation that really forces you to go inside and to feel from deep within, from your own unique foundation: “Who am I? What is my position in this world? I do not let myself be guided by the external world but only by my own inner compass.” It is this very compass through which you will enter the New Earth.

Every time you make contact with this inner center and take a step backwards you will find a renewed clarity within your soul. From there you can watch your emotions without being absorbed by them. You can watch your anger and send it love. You can observe your depression and lend yourself a helping hand. You can look at your fear and send it the energy of deliverance.

You are your own Messiah.

There is no Messiah outside of you. There are thousands of Messiahs willing to reach out to you, but only you can open the gate of your heart and accept the light. This is basically what the coming of the New Era is about: you opening up your hearts. You are the ones who actually live on earth, we are the helpers. You are the ones who take the action and for that we can only show the deepest respect. We are always available to you to let you share in our love and our light.

You are brave, you are courageous. You are the warriors of the New Era. I ask you to believe in yourself and your mission. And every time when you feel overwhelmed by heavy emotions or by dark thoughts, take a moment’s rest and connect to your inner self, the center of silence within. That is the anchor of the New Era. The anchor has been dropped already. Peace already exists in your heart. The only thing you need to do now is to return to it, time after time, to keep anchoring yourself once more to that focus of peace and clarity.

Do not get stuck in drama and commotion. Emotional turmoil is not a friend of truth. But do rely on the quiet, peaceful and clear voice of your heart and be aware that you are not alone. We stay next to you with every single step you take on this path. I love you and I ask you to accept my energies of love among you. It is my ardent wish to serve you at this historical moment and to support you on your sometimes laborious way to the light.

Accept my love.

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