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Jeshua* The Voice of the Brotherhood


Jeshua through Judith Coates

7 March 2009

Beloved and holy and only Child of our heavenly Father, Child of the
one Source, Child of Light, divine. That is who you are. Take it
deeply within the consciousness and contemplate what that means.

I am the one known as Jeshua ben Joseph, Jesus you have called me, and
it is in great joy that I come to abide with you this evening in your
timing as you have chosen once again to call me forth.

Great joy; the heavens are singing. [Caleb the cat is upstairs singing
to high heaven trying to make friends with Toute Suite] I asked that
there might be a wee bit of music to precede my coming, and the four-
footed one has obliged. You see, you do not have to have singers on
just two feet. You can have the singers on four feet to announce a
special performance, a special gathering.

Indeed, every time we come together this way it is a special
occurrence, a time of remembrance. As I speak to you, you listen to
the words, you take them in intellectually, you play with them, you go
off on a detour with some of the words and ideas from time to time,
and then you come back to whatever the train of thought is later.

You play with the ideas intellectually, but truly I speak to your
heart. I remind you of the love that you are, of the master that you
are, of the divinity of being that you are that allows you to say that
you are human, that you are orchestrating the body, orchestrating a
lifetime incarnate.

The divine being of you is much more than the body. The divine being
of you is that which allows you to feel that you could be just the
body or just the personality or just the one incarnation that you are
focusing upon. But truly, the divine being that you are is beyond
time, from before time, and after the purpose of time has been

The divine being of you has brought forth all creation, seen and
unseen, and will continue to do so. The divine beingness of you is
expansive and is forever going forward, as you would understand linear
forwardness to be, but expanding in all directions to know itself, to
know what it can bring forth as experience and expression.

Some of the experiences are ones that you would say, “I would rather
not take a path on that one. Let someone else have that experience and
they can tell me about it, or they can write about it in a book, or
maybe I’ll listen to it on a magnetic recording of some sort. Of other
experiences you say, “What a joy. I have found my joy in that

But truly you bring forth all experiences to know the joy of them,
even if it is only to know the joy of having come through the
experience and to have survived it. I have heard you say that from
time to time; like, “Thank goodness, I did survive that experience; I
came through that. It was a bit difficult. It was not what I thought I
wanted to ask for, but hey, I survived it. I am here, and for that I
give thanks.” I’ve heard you say that, as well.

And then as the 20/20 hindsight becomes clearer, you look upon all
experiences and see the treasure of each one. As you get a bit
further, again with the 20/20 hindsight, you begin to see more of the
tapestry of this life and of other lifetimes, how the other lifetimes
have played into what you thought reality had to be and how you are
changing reality. And that, beloved ones, is what I wish to speak with
you about this evening, how you are changing reality.

We have spoken for some years through this vehicle, my beloved friend
and teacher, the one you know as Judith, of the changes to come and
the process of change that you are now in the middle of; all of the
changes that will be happening, as you have had prophecy that by a
certain date there are going to be happenings that will allow you—and
this is true—that will allow you to look back even to this point in
time and to see how things have evolved, for you are doing a most
wonderful change of the scenery onstage.

You are very busy playing your parts, your scripts; you are out
sometimes on the front of the stage, and the stagehands are behind you
changing the scenery. Sometimes you play the part of the stagehands,
and you are changing the scenery as the play goes on.

But in the days to come—and they are right here; you are in the middle
of them—you are going to see much of evolution and much of remembrance
of divinity; much of the power of creation that you are going to be
able to own and to say, “Now I understand what Jeshua has been saying
for all of these years about the changes that we are bringing forth.”

You have seen some of what I have spoken to you in other years about
things coming to light. We spoke some years ago that there was much
that would be coming to light that had been swept under the carpet,
and that ones thought that they could live a separate life and just
please themselves. Now you are seeing much of the underhanded
dealings, as they are called, coming out into the light, and ones are
having to re-examine policies that used to be in place and be approved
of and now are being re-examined and looked at in the light of
morality, in the light of, “Is this according to the Golden Rule; is
this how I would like to be treated; is this the best choice in any

In the days to come, your next year, even the next few months, you are
going to be seeing more and more of these changes. One of the big
changes that we spoke about some months ago was the power of one
thinking themselves to be separate and thinking themselves to be only
one voice, and yet when the one voice joined with other voices, there
was a power that was made visible, the power of the vote, that brought
forth an impetus for change.

You are very much part of that impetus, that energy that is going
forth, because you have envisioned it all of this lifetime, from the
time you would look back in this lifetime and say, “I started to wake
up; I started to ask, What is life all about? Life has to be more than
just earning a living, having a mate, raising the children, having a
career. What happens when I have accumulated to myself the career, the
house, the mortgage, the mate, the children; I put aside money for the
children’s education, etc. What happens; what does that mean later?”

And you started to question, even at an early age, of wondering, “What
is the meaning of human life? Is it truly the struggle that the peers
have told me and continue to tell me that life has to be a struggle?
Is it the struggle that my authorities, the priests, rabbis,
ministers, the religious/philosophical leaders have told me that if I
struggle a lot in this lifetime, then I will reap my reward later? Is
that what struggle all about? Am I gaining the golden stars in the
crown because I am struggling now? Is that really true? What is truth?
What is really true about me?”

You began asking that, and you threw aside the limitations of
religious/philosophical tenets and you said, “Maybe there is more.”
All of you have said that. All of you have wondered. That is why you
have searched out the teachers, the workshops, the books, to allow you
an expanded view, an understanding of what life can be, because you
have felt at a very deep level that life has to be more.

And why is it that good ones, loved ones live a certain lifetime and
then they pass on? Where do they go? Why does human life seem to have
a beginning and an ending? Is there truly an ending? What happens to
consciousness? What happens to me, the me that I think I am? These are
all questions that you have been asking of yourself.

And some of the friends have been asking of you, when you go to a
certain celebration of a life—known as a memorial, perhaps—and ones
ask of you, “What do you think happens now to that person? Where do
they go? What do they experience? Do they experience anything, or is
this just the end? Do they go into a void and become nothing? Is there
more to life?”

You have known deep within you that there is an ongoingness about
life. Sometimes you couldn’t find the words for it, but you knew. You
began researching and asking questions, and the friends began asking
questions that then made you ask of yourself more and more, “What is
life, and why, why is life? What am I going to do with this life?”

I have heard many of you and the brothers and sisters ask of me, “What
is my purpose? Why am I living this life? What is my purpose in this
lifetime? What am I supposed to be doing? I want to do what I am
supposed to be doing in this lifetime, but I don’t know what that

And I have said back to you and to the brothers and sisters that your
purpose is to be: light, love, laughter, joy, upliftment to each and
every one that you have discourse with. It doesn’t have to be
complicated; in fact, truly it is simplicity itself.

That is where healing comes forth, from the simplicity of joy, from
the simplicity of trust, the simplicity of appreciation.

I come to speak to you now about the voice of the Brotherhood. It has
been known as the White Brotherhood. It has been known as the
Brotherhood of Light. Is there a Brotherhood? Yes, there is. Should we
call it a Brotherhood or a Sisterhood? We can call it either one,
because it has no gender, truly. But for the patriarchal society
throughout generations, it has been known as a male Brotherhood. It
is a coming together of higher understanding.

The higher Selves of you truly have communion with the Brotherhood.
Now, we have spoken many times that you have and do a most wonderful
miracle of focusing upon the self—lower case “s”—the personality, the
body of this incarnation. You do a miracle in every moment that says,
“This is who I am, this personality, this body, this career; this is
who I am,” shutting out all of the rest of what you are. It is truly a
miracle of creation that you do. And yet you have taught yourself to
do it with a precision moment by moment that makes it seem as a
continuum, and it is a miracle.

But there is much more to you, and that is what you pass into when you
release the specific focus upon a body and what you have done many,
many lifetimes when you have laid down the body. You pass into the
higher understanding of life, into that communion with the Brotherhood/
Sisterhood, whichever you want to call it.

In this evening I have been asked to speak to you about the voice of
the Brotherhood, but to call it a Brotherhood still defines it as
something separate from you, and you are not separate from it. When
you had that moment of realization where all of a sudden the pieces
have fallen into place and you’ve had that ecstatic moment of “Aha!”
which was maybe only a moment or maybe longer, you have moved out of
the small self into the understanding of the divine Self, the higher
Self of you into truly that communion with the One—capital “O”.

There was a time when I spoke to you of the Council of One. The
Council of One is also the Brotherhood or Sisterhood. So perhaps it is
of better semantics to speak of it as the Council of One, because you
all have a seat at that round table. There is not a higher or lower
place; it is a round table, the same as One is in your writing with an

The voice that speaks to you is going to be more and more apparent as
time proceeds, and it is not going to be a lengthy process. You have
already decreed that you want to know, “What is life all about?” You
have already decreed that you want to know, “How can we bring more
harmony, more understanding of myself and others,” as you have put it;
“how can I bring more and more understanding to my relationships and
see the equality of each divine being that is incarnating as a point
of light?”

For that is truly who and what you are, a point of light. We have
talked about how you do the miracle of the coalescence of light in a
denser form to bring about the body. Now, there are stories that are
told of me, where I walked through walls—and I did. How did I do that?
I became the light particles that truly the body is made of and
allowed that light to pass through the porousness of every seemingly
dense surface.

You are light. You are Sunshine. You shine in your life and in
everyone else’s life as you allow yourself to feel lighthearted about
everything that happens and to see the greatness of truly what
humanhood is bringing about.

Now, for many, many, many, many, many generations you have been taught
and you have taught others that life is difficult, that life has to be
separate, and that it has to be a struggle. And when I came along two
thousand years ago and I spoke of the Father’s love and I spoke to you
that truly you were perfect in the Father’s eyes already, it was a new
idea. Some of you heard it, and some of you remembered it from
previous lifetimes when we had been together, because two thousand
years ago when I came as Yeshua, it was not the first time I had
walked our holy Mother, the Earth, and had been as teacher—by various

I was here as you were here when our holy Mother, the Earth, became a
densified being. We, as One, created our holy Mother, the Earth, that
so many of the brothers and sisters walk upon in this day and time and
take it for granted that it’s going to be there when they put the foot

If they were to realize that our holy Mother, the Earth, is light the
same as they are and that it is a miracle every time they put the foot
down that there is something underneath the foot that becomes dense in
that moment, and may not have been dense the moment before; if they
were to realize that, they would stand in awe of the divine energy of

Moment by moment you create. That is powerful. Moment by moment you
create your world, your relationships, your perceptions of the world
and your relationships. The world is changing rapidly in my relative
view of it, slowly in your relative view of it, but your world is
changing because you have decreed that you want it to change. And as
you decree, so it has to be.

So you have decreed that you want an evolution of remembrance, of
equality and respect for all beings; not only two-footed ones, but
four-footed ones, winged ones, ones that swim in the water. You have
wanted to have that be the accepted and understood way of expressing

You have seen much of inequality. There is still much that is
happening. And when that comes into your awareness, you feel a certain
reaction to it, a reaction that says, “This is not like love, and I
desire to feel love. I desire to see love expressed, equality and

And when that reaction comes up in you and then you transform it to
say, “I want to see differently, everything truly moves to provide for
you that which you have decreed that you want. It is the same as
putting the foot down on something that seems to be solid, and it is
solid when you put the foot down; you make the molecules of the foot
solid and you make that which you step upon solid.

Was it solid a moment ago? In truth, no. That boggles the mind a wee
bit, because that’s not what has been taught to you by generations.
But you make your own creation moment by moment. And the One that you
are, the voice of the Brotherhood, of the Council of One, the voice is
calling out to you more and more loudly to take a moment to listen; to
take a moment and to breathe in deeply the inspiration of divine
being; the possibility that that which has seemed to be dense—body,
our holy Mother Earth, relationships that seem to be dense—are in
truth very malleable, changeable, and you can change.

You can change yourself and you can change what is happening around
you. It is powerful when you begin to remember what you are; not just
who you are, because that brings it back to feeling that you are a
certain personage. But when you begin to remember what you are, the
extension of the one Creator, the one creative Isness, Thought itself
going forward, creating moment by moment the very chair that you sit
on, creating moment by moment the very vehicle that you drive,
creating moment by moment the reality that you say you live in, and
when you stop and you listen for the voice, it changes everything
around you.

And if it can happen one time, it can happen another time and another
time and another time until you come to that remembrance of, “Now I
know what I am and why I am here. I am much more than what I have
thought I was.”

And so you begin to live from a space of light, lightheartedness. You
begin to live from a place that says, “This is a reality. Whatever
befalls me in a day, as far as experiences, that is part of reality,
but it is not all of reality, and I can understand it in a greater
context as I listen for the voice of my higher Self, the voice that is
not attached to the body or to this reality.”

When you are working with another person and you see certain
appearance, that is reality, and it is not to say to be in judgment of
it, although that will be the first reaction. That is the habitual
reaction, because you have been taught and taught yourself down
through the ages that the way to defend that which was yours, you had
to immediately judge something, whether it was going to be good or not
so good, and if it was not so good, then you’d better know how to
defend yourself.

So you have “taught” yourself down through the ages to judge very
quickly; otherwise, that which you thought was important—the bodies,
the dwellings, the loved ones, the physical—could be threatened. That
which you truly are cannot be threatened and will never be threatened,
but there has been focus upon the physical and focus upon the reality
of separateness.

Now you are moving past that as you listen for that voice of higher
wisdom. You have all in the past few weeks had experiences where you
have had to ask, “What is the higher purpose of this? What is truly
going on? I see what is reality—lower case “r”—but that is not all
that is happening. I know there has to be more.”

And so you have asked. The brothers and sisters have asked. I have
heard them asking you; I have heard them asking me and my mother,
praying unto us and the masters, “Please give us an answer. Give me an
answer as to what is going on here. Why does my friend, my loved one,
suffer? Why does my beloved pet suffer? Are they truly suffering?”
Then the next question comes.

It appears that they are suffering. If I expand my understanding to
the place where I can see light between the molecules of density,
perhaps I will see that the reality that I thought was so harsh is not
so confining. Perhaps there is a blessing in everything that happens.

Now, the habitual way of looking at things, as we have said, is to
make instant judgment, and that has served you very well for
generations and eons of time, because it has allowed you to defend, to
keep in the same state of beingness that which you thought was
important—the body, the dwelling place, the loved ones.

But you have also seen that you are repeating patterns, and with that
realization that you are repeating a pattern—you even have a saying in
this world that history repeats itself—when you have realized that
there is a repeating pattern, that is the moment of awakening. That is
the moment when you begin to ask, “What more is going on here?”

That is the moment when you listen for the voice of the Brotherhood,
the voice of the masters, and what have I called you but master. I
have called you a master, for I know that which you are. Each and
every one of you, as you feel yourself to be separate beings, are the
extension of the higher master that you understand would be separate
from you, but is not separate from you.

You would not be, you would not be having the human experience if it
were not for the higher master of you that allows you to play as the
separate being.

Now, in the day and time two thousand years ago that is written about,
I spoke to you words of inspiration, words of enlightenment. I told
you stories that carried the kernel of truth—parables—to allow you to
begin to remember.

How often have I said unto you, even in these gatherings, to remember
that which you are, to remember that even two thousand years ago when
you were going through experiences and you wanted to know how to heal
a certain situation or person, I have said to you first of all to
acknowledge the reality of what the appearance is; you do not deny
that, but then you look beyond that.

That is why I spoke to the disciples about the healing with prayer and
fasting; to not deny the appearance; and then with a prayer to move
into a new perspective. And the fasting was not to do the cessation of
eating, but to not see the appearance any longer; to be able to take
the appearance of one who would be dense and see the light in between
all of the molecules of that density; to visualize that one as light,
which is truly what you are. And that then can bring about healing.

There is another line here that must be added. Every soul has a reason
for experiencing and extending itself in a certain way. You, as the
master that you are, cannot interfere with another soul’s purpose, but
you can offer to them a new way of looking at things. You can open a
door or throw open a window where they can look through to see that
there might be another way.

But if it is the soul’s purpose to keep on expressing in a certain
fashion for another time period, you cannot, even though you would
want to, alter it. I learned this myself.

I had to remember it, because I said to the Father, there were certain
ones who came to me for healing, and the healing didn’t happen. And I
knew them to be whole. I could see the wholeness of them. I allowed
myself to do just what I have described unto you, to see them as
light, to see all of the molecules of the body expanding into light
and to see them as the holy Self that they are. And then they
continued the way they were.

So I said to the Father, “Hey, what am I doing wrong? Why, if I can
see it, can they not see it? Why does it not instantly happen?” When I
stopped asking and I listened for the voice, I heard, “It is not their
soul’s purpose yet to be healed or to change. They have yet purpose to
be as they are. You have not failed and they have not failed.”

We are all equal masters. Now, that is very, very difficult, as you
see yourself just to be human, to accept. And you have not been taught
that by your religious/philosophical authorities that we are equal.
All of the religious/philosophical orders have had a great teacher
that they have listened to in the beginning, caught some of the great
ideas and enlightenment from, and then as time went on, the teacher
has been elevated to a pedestal way above any of the common folks.

But we are all equal masters; otherwise, you would not be. You could
not be. If you were not divine beings extended from the one creative
Source, you would not be having a life, an experience, a human
experience as you have chosen. You would not be.

So if you are—and you can pinch yourself; am I? Well, yeah, I think I
am. Oops, probably made a bruise; not really—but if you are, and I
assure you that you are, you are the extension of divine Being. And as
you will allow yourself to listen for the voice, you will get the
guidance that you are asking for.

Now, this brings us to a very good point. “Am I going to need—as I
understand reality—am I going to need to listen to the voice? Are
there going to be changes happening where I am going to ask and need
to understand, as I understand need?” Yes. Your world right now is
undergoing such change and will be continuing to undergo such change
in the next twelve months that you are going to want to—nay, you are
going to need to, to keep your sanity about you, to listen for the
voice of the Brotherhood, of the higher Self of you, the master of

You are going to ask for the voice, the still, small voice that is
written about in your holy Scriptures, and to ask, “How can I perceive
this differently? How can I understand what is going on, and where is
my place in it?”

You are going to want to know the voice of the Brotherhood that is
removed enough into the place of beholder that we have spoken of many
times, into the place of beholder where the whole picture can be seen,
the holy picture—w-h-o-l-e h-o-l-y—the whole tapestry of what is going
on; not just the one thread or two or three threads of the tapestry,
but to be able to catch hold of the whole picture and to see which
thread you are, and to see how you weave with the other threads to
make the most wonderful evolution of human consciousness to the place
of remembrance of divinity.

That is what you are working towards, that place of remembrance of the
consciousness of divinity that allows you to be the extension and the
expression of divinity even in a reality that doesn’t believe that
there could be divine intervention.

Divine intervention? That is you. Every time you choose to listen to
the voice; every time you choose to come up higher in your
understanding of who and what you are and who and what the other
brothers and sisters are, you have done divine intervention. It is not
for someone else, for in truth, there is no separation. You are not
separate from the master that you are. You are an extension from that
master that you understand could be somewhere out there above you;
you’re not quite sure where.

You have allowed the power of the master that you are to step down the
vibration enough to make the density of a body, to live within a
reality that yet says that it is dense. But at any moment you are able
to do the divine intervention of saying, “Hey, I am the master that is
creating moment by moment. I am creating this body, this experience,
this reality.”

And in that moment everything has to change. In that moment of divine
realization of what you are—the same as I am, the Christ; hey, wake up—
that is divine intervention at its highest level. The Christ of you
walks this Earth and can see it once again in its beauty, in its
original beauty as the light being that she is.

You have a celebration coming up in your next month or so that is
called Earth Day, a time when ones will put the focus of their
attention for a brief interval upon the Earth and what seems to be
best for holy Mother Earth. This is in itself an evolution of
thinking, to have ones come to a place of recognizing and celebrating
holy Mother Earth, to have a day where the focus of attention is upon
her and how to serve her, how to clean up the litter that you are very
good at scattering around. You create bits and pieces, and when you
are finished with them you toss them off. Some are big, some are
small, some of them are just thoughts that pollute.

Allow yourself to be that divine intervention that cleans up holy
Mother Earth by your thoughts and by your actions. Allow yourself to
live in joy and to appreciate the light being that we brought into
manifest form cooperatively as holy Mother Earth. Listen for the voice
of the ages, beyond even the traditional wisdom. Listen for the voice
that is always speaking within you, calling you to come up higher.

Why come up higher? Because if you are down here [He kneels down with
his face to the floor] looking at something, it seems to have a
certain picture of reality, but as you come up a little bit higher,
you see that that spot on the carpet is part of a larger carpet. And
as you come up a bit higher, if you were to stand on the stairs there
and look down, you would see a vast expanse of carpet and flooring.
You would see people; you would see feet; you would see much more than
when you were just looking at a spot on the carpet.

When I look just at that spot on the carpet, I don’t see the rest of
you. But when you come up higher, the perspective changes. The
totality of what you understand to be going on becomes expanded. That
is why the voice keeps whispering to you, “Come up higher.” Or, as we
have put it in other gatherings, times we have been together, to step
back and be the beholder, to step out of the picture long enough that
you can see the whole picture.

When I place myself in that picture (Painting of Jeshua on the wall),
if I were to be in that picture looking out, I don’t see the picture.
But if I allow myself to come out of that frame of the picture, now I
can see the picture; not only that, but the wall and the rest of
everyone around here.

When you have the nose pressed against the window pane, when you have
the nose pressed right against the fertilizer, that is all you smell.
But when you allow yourself to come up higher or to step back from it,
you begin to see the divine intervention and the blessing of what
truly is happening, and you begin to live the simple life once again,
the same as this beloved four-footed one known as the pussy cat.

The pussy cat trusts that there will be a loving one who provides for
him the food, the warmth, the love, the health care that may be
needed. That one lives in the Now, smelling the carpet, smelling the
feet, just living in the Now with the curiosity of what is, with no
thought of, “Is she going to feed me on the morrow? Well, of course,
she’s going to feed me on the morrow; I’m worth it,” and there is
complete simple trust and a living in the present moment.

The four-footed one comes up to a door and has curiosity. “What is
door? What is behind door? Why do humans have doors? Hmm, I think I’ll
walk and smell something else. I’ll see what else there is.”

It is the simple life of trust, listening to the voice that allows you
to know that you are not confined to this reality. During the changes
and upheavals that are going to be happening in the days to come, if
you are right in the middle of them and so focused on them, you are
going to get upheaved, as well, at least emotionally.

But you have been there, done that, and you know how that feels. As
you will allow yourself to listen to the still, small voice, the voice
of the Brotherhood, the voice of the Council of One, the voice of the
master that you are, you will take a deep breath and you will allow;
judge not.

Why did I say that to you? It is a truism. Judge not, lest ye be
judged. But who does the judging? When you are judging, you are in the
middle of judgment; not judgment from someone else or anything outside
of yourself, but yourself. You are standing right in the middle of
that hayfield of judgment, surrounded by judgment.

Judge not, lest ye be judged, because in that moment you are judged,
by yourself. But allow yourself to listen to the voice of the master
that you are, to see everything from a place of light. Allow even the
molecules of whatever seems to be dense to expand so that you see the
light in between every molecule, the light that is in between every
word that is spoken, every thought that is thought, every choice that
is made. Allow yourself to focus on the light. And that, beloved ones,
will bring you home. Come home unto me.

So be it.

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December 8th, 2008
as channeled by Robert Theiss
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As we blend our presence with our partner, we invite each of you to embrace this moment as another opportunity to experience how it feels when you allow life to serve you. Life loves to serve itself! If you are willing to claim this as being your truth, your life will be showered by a newfound joy and passion. All that your heart desires is not a fairy tale. It is a dynamic, new relationship with life that is initiated by choice.

Radiating out from the hearts and minds of the human family is a consistent chorus – why are we here? Why have we forgotten who we are? If it is true that we volunteered to be here, why would we choose such a challenging experience?
Let’s take a journey back in time to reflect upon these important questions. We remind you that the majority of your existence has been spent in the stars as a nonphysical being. What would inspire you to leave a reality that for the most part keeps you connected to your angelic roots?Your soul remembers a time long ago when you resided in a grand and beautiful place that we call the kingdom. A reality that embodied unity consciousness. In the kingdom you never experienced yourself as being separate from life. You had no idea what fear was. It was completely unknown to you. Every moment was another opportunity to bask in the unconditional love radiating from the father and mother aspects of creation. You were surprised and deeply honored when they turned to their children and offered the same abilities they embodied with the freedom to use them in any way you desired. They invited you to become independent creators that embodied an unconditional love for life.
You see, the Father/Mother aspects discovered their love for life could not be contained, even within this blissful, serene environment called the kingdom. Their understanding of love and their joy for sharing their love inspired them to set their creations free, without conditions. They asked each of you souls if you would be willing to become the new explorers of life outside the realms of the kingdom. They offered to share all of their creative abilities with each of you, an aspect of themselves that we call your divine nature. You would become independent, sovereign creators yet interconnected to the source of life. You were offered complete freedom to use these unlimited, creative abilities in any way you desired. Serving a love for life that could not be contained!

Now, there are many stories about the origins of life. Our words cannot do justice to the multidimensional experience you encountered when you left the kingdom. Since that time, each of you remember the kingdom with a deep yearning to return “home,” to the blissful, ecstatic environment that supported you. You have spent eons of time struggling to make peace with this new freedom, fine tuning, like an artist, your creative abilities. Each of you are living examples of source energy with the ability to create life. The Father/Mother aspects of creation do not spend one moment feeling concerned about your choices. There was no fine print in their offer, you have complete freedom to create life as you choose it for yourself.

You are some of the first cosmic artists. True creators! Like all artists, it takes time to develop your skills and understand your preferences. Many of your early creations you judged to be imperfect but unlike a human artist, you couldn’t simply destroy your work and start over. Your creations or life forms continued to live their life just as they are. For the first time, you experienced feeling responsible for your own creations. You judged your creations to lack the self awareness that would grant them the kind of freedom you enjoyed.

Living Inside your Creations
A co-creator that begin to distrust their creative abilities is not a pretty site. Some of you began to feel that the freedom you now embodied was more of a burden than a gift. Your reaction to your new independent nature and your self judgment about your creative abilities initiated some new feelings. You experienced guilt, resentment and self doubt for the first time. Many of you, while living in the stars were determined to resolve this growing inner conflict. Together, you began to descend your consciousness into realities that gave you a more tangible reflection of your own inner environment. The most tangible reflection is here on Earth. This planet provides the opportunity for your soul to experience itself within its own creations. It takes a truly magnificent and courageous artist to want to acknowledge and validate how their inner reality is shaping their external experience. The desire to become accountable for your own creative abilities.

Now, if this experiment were easy all of creation would have signed up. The history of the human species gives graphic evidence that Earth is a place truly for masters. Now we know the story of humanity is often turned upside down suggesting it is more like a penal colony for misfits. We often share how much we enjoy kissing your feet. We do so to acknowledge the creator within you. When we proclaim that your life on Earth serves all of life, we want you to feel our love for the divine artists who are learning to set their creations free. You learn this as a human being in all of the roles you play in your personal relationships. The mother or father that sets their children free by trusting that life will support them. The employer that offers complete freedom to its employees to explore their creative abilities, trusting that it will add to the well being of the company. The citizen that sets its government free by taking responsibility for their own life. The spiritual teacher that sets its students free by trusting in the divine nature within all souls. You, beloved human being, are here on Earth at this time to reclaim your divine nature. You are learning to trust in your inherent, creative abilities and impulses while discovering a new joy for life when you stop feeling responsible for your creations! A responsible creator sets their creations free!

In your human affairs, you play out these galactic issues in all of your relationships. When you feel responsible for the lives of others, you are willing to process for them what you believe they are unable to do for themselves. You energetically process the unresolved issues of your children to free them of their pain. You do the same with your partners, husbands and wives, friends and co workers. You have become such experts at processing energies that you believe you can process the unresolved issues for entire communities, countries, and this planet. This very relationship has delayed many of the natural changes Gaia needs to experience in order to move and change her own energetic relationship with life.
Now, we understand why some of you would choose to process these generational issues. You share this planet with all of humanity and prefer an environment that is not quaking and shaking. It is only when your body begins to break down that you also begin to question the wisdom behind your intentions. Compounded by the lack of recognition for this type of sacrificial work you perform for others, you begin to honor your purpose for being on Earth – to resolve your relationship with your creative abilities in whatever form they take.

I Love my Life
How do the Father/Mother aspects of creation, the source of life or God/Goddess/All That Is feel about them self? We would say it begins with a simple truth. At the core of their existence, all aspects of your origins joyfully proclaim, moment to moment – I Love my Life! I am That I am and I love my life! We are That we Are and We love Life! God Is and God loves all of life! It is a profound truth and we invite each of you as human beings to openly proclaim this truth by FEELING the energy behind these simple words. I LOVE MY LIFE! Practice saying this until it begins to feel real. Begin to consciously breathe the energy of loving your life with every breath you take.

Again, you choose to be here to live within your creations, your creative abilities. You are not being punished, although from the outside it would appear you are punishing yourself. Many get lost in this experience by waiting for their life to begin to feel better before they are willing to proclaim their love for life. We invite you to begin practicing saying this simple truth to yourself no matter what you are experiencing in your life. Having a bad hair day? I LOVE MY LIFE! Wishing a coworker would leave the planet? I LOVE MY LIFE! Your bank account has no money in it – I LOVE MY LIFE!

Lets apply this truth to your life in a practical manner. Devote 30 minutes to choosing to become a conscious observer of how the energy from this statement about yourself can change your life. Begin by repeating “I love my life” and continue repeating this until you feel or sense a new joy. Start to breathe that joy in with each breath and claim this experience to be valid. Value it like you value your purse or wallet. Now notice during the next 30 minutes how your mind and the voices from your past will attempt to distract your attention. You might notice yourself slowly entering a trance like state that has you forgetting how good it feels when you do love your life. You might hear thoughts that will encourage you to focus your attention on unfulfilled desires, deadlines and goals. Just observe this internal swirl of activity and notice that every time you claim love for your life the energy shifts. It brings you back into this moment, freed of your past conditions and open to new adventures. After 30 minutes there is no need to stop, please continue.
Humanity uses the term enlightenment to describe a profound and conscious connection with source energy. Loving yourself in this manner is a potent exercise in reestablishing that connection for yourself. Enlightenment is your willingness to love your life in this moment, just as you are. This acceptance awakens your relationship with your divine nature and over time you will become a sovereign, independent aspect of source; God/Goddess/All That Is!

Life on Earth is a backdrop for you to resolve your galactic dilemma. Owning the joy from declaring that you love your life, no matter where you are in your life, will serve to break the dualistic patterns of thought that keep you from claiming this freedom. The freedom to experience life in way your heart desires. The freedom to experience unity consciousness, not as you knew this to be in the kingdom. Fear did not exist in that reality. Unity consciousness living outside the kingdom is all about making peace with complete opposites. How does a conditioned human being dance with the unlimited nature of the soul? It would appear from the outside that such a dance is impossible. Each and every time your human nature allows your divinity to co-exist in its life, you model unity consciousness at work outside the kingdom. You offer a solution to a polarized, galactic dilemma that separates love from fear, light from dark, and right from wrong. All because you allowed the divine presence of life to come to you!

I Love to Share my Creations
Declaring that you love your life creates a foundation that now supports expressing that love. Your divine nature loves itself and all of its creations unconditionally. It embraces an understanding that knows love cannot be contained. This is very important – love cannot be contained! It could not be contained within the environment of the kingdom or anywhere else in all of existence. As a creator, you honor love each and every time you share your creations. As a human being, this simple truth will serve to set your abundance issues free.
Now, we already anticipate your next question – how? Let’s imagine that many of you have a product or service that you feel inspired to share with the world. Being a lover of life, you begin to feel a new relationship with your product or service. You start to practice conscious breathing, You begin to feel the presence of joy fill your life and overflow into your product or service. With every inhale you are literally breathing life into your body and with each exhale you are sharing the same life force with your own creations. Your product or service are now infused with the same life that supports your body and begin to develop a life of their own.

Your creation is now blessed by your willingness to trust in your creative abilities, but your product or service cannot be contained. Like the Mother/Father aspects of creation, to honor the nature of love you set them free by sharing them with your world. The product or service is indeed your creation, but your service is to love. They are simply the vehicle for loved to be shared. Take a moment to “feel” the value in this statement.
The joy you experience from loving your life opens your imagination to endless possibilities of how to serve or share your new creation. Now, the mind will intervene and suggest that all this joy will lead you down the road to la la land. Yes – well, welcome home! You have a very important choice to make when it’s time to share your creations. Will your conditioned human nature, your old story, try to control how you share, distribute and market your creations? If so, be prepared to work very hard and receive very little. You can also choose to act on any of the endless possibilities, acknowledge the resistance you feel from the voices from your past, and continue to act while you proclaim – I LOVE MY LIFE!

Your comfort zones will be challenged when you make a choice to serve the nature of love. Serving love will invite all of life to also serve you and will require of you to say – YES! Even when your knees are weak and your head is spinning with fear practice proclaiming -I love my life! You will find yourself saying yes to a variety of opportunities that expose your creations. If it’s about YOU, seeking recognition and approval from outside yourself, your creations will become polarized – held in place by your own fears and limitations. We want you to understand this point. When you truly open yourself to feeling an authentic love for your life, life “will” respond. You will be offered opportunities that will challenge how your conditioned human nature will try to contain your creative abilities and expressions.

I Love Receiving an Abundance of Appreciation

A spiritual foundation that begins with self love naturally extends into sharing your love for life and is complimented by a willingness to receive love. Your divine nature does not avoid being recognized, it joyfully embraces all reflections of it’s creative nature. Simply put, it is not shy.
Many of you that have been on your own spiritual journey for some time have developed an awareness of the nature of your ego self and know how it feels when your soul nature is at play. We honor your sense of integrity when it comes to not wanting to misrepresent the authentic nature of your soul. You fear that your own ego will use your creations to receive from others what it doesn’t have within itself – love. Being on the receiving end of life is a natural part of your creation process. Watch how you use shyness to filter this type of recognition, which tends to do exactly what you fear, It brings your personality/ego to the forefront.You can practice being in receivership in a number of ways. We mentioned in our book (Riding a Stallion) how receiving some form of body work or massage on a regular basis can help you grow comfortable with allowing life to support you. This too is self love. It will awaken your connection to your divine nature and release your doubts surrounding your creative abilities. The next time someone wants to compliment your work, notice how your energy pulls back, recoils to protect what? Perhaps you are feeling your own judgment about the imperfection of your own creations to avoid the potential rejection. Those of you that have walked away from trying to become prefect are very wise indeed!

The year of 2008 was all about creating new potentials. Allowing yourself to imagine new opportunities by living outside your story. Self love is a story waiting to be lived. 2009 will invite each of you to act on these new potentials now as a lover of life. A time will come when it is your turn to leave this planet. The only thing you take with you are your experiences. If you attempt to cling to your creations or your relationships you will find that transition a little awkward. Life invites you to create whatever your heart desires and to set it free. Many of you are just beginning to experience this newfound freedom and recognize this lifetime as being your last. All of you have enticed millions of souls to now visit Earth for the first time. Not because they enjoy pain. You are demonstrating how polarized opposites can coexist. Your conditioned human nature is beginning to dance with your unconditional divine nature. Your conditioned galactic nature is beginning to dance with your divine nature. Your life on Earth is a work of art for all to witness, a living example of how to resolve the inner conflicts of a conscious co-creator. We, the Family of Michael, bow before the new divine artists who will leave this Earth, look out at the stars and like a blank canvas begin to create life freed of your self judgements.
Many souls will now feel inspired to experience their life on Earth for the first time because you were willing to live outside your story. The story of creation is indeed profound but it is just a story. In a way, it seems to be repeating itself. Once again you are leaving home, Earth with a precious gift in your hands. From your experience here on Earth, you have developed a profound wisdom. Each of you carry the gift of life and within this universe you have come to embrace, share and receive the reflections of your gift to life. Life now serves you because you were willing to serve love by loving you!

All of our blessings!

“Matters of the Heart” – A Yeshua, Saint-Germain, and Miriam Channel

Saturday, October 4, 2008

“Matters of the Heart” – A Yeshua, Saint-Germain, and Miriam Channel

By Alexandra Mahlimay and Dan Bennack
Cluj-Napoca, Romania

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Dear friend, you’ve had a heart-attack, and the good news is that you are still here.

I am Yeshua, along with Saint-Germain, my dear friend, Miriam, and Alexandra and Dan. We’ve come to join you in a moment of silent reflection.

Beloved, there is nothing more to ponder. There is no “why me?” to it. The facts are that it happened, and you are here. This is all that matters. You are here because your experiences on Earth have not yet been completed. There is still more to come. Spirit has something in mind for you.

Please remember Who You Are. You are the voice and hands of God. You are here to help accomplish the Great Work. You ask us whether your time on Earth is done. Tell me, what do you feel?

After such an occurrence as yours, it is understandable to question whether your life has come to its natural end. Please know that you have reached a major turning point in your earthly sojourn, not an end to it.

A lifetime of experiences culminated for you when you had your heart attack. Now you find yourself at a crossroads, standing at the intersection of “what was, and what still could be”. Before continuing your journey, it is appropriate to consider which path you will take up. We ask you to be still for a moment and review this.

Standing at the Crossroads

First, my friend, consider that you’ve had a lifetime to recognize that you are loved by God – that you are a Child of God and loved in every moment of your very precious life. In the lifetime you have just completed, you have come to know this with certainty, and you have felt its uplifting and inspiring effects.

Secondly, you’ve had ample opportunity to listen to those around you – to feel the impact of their beliefs and to suffer from their distorted perceptions about love. You have observed how they judge you, themselves, and the world around them. How they crave, yet fail to recognize the Love of God that is there for all. You have come to know this with certainty, and you have felt its oppressive effects.

Here at the crossroads, you hold a lifetime of experiences in the balance. Now you can make a decision about them. You’ve experienced the truth of God’s Love, and the pain of its denial. You know that denial carries you downward in a spiral of fear, conflict, and strife, whereas affirmation and alignment enliven your spirits.

Since your experiences have led you to the certainty that only God’s Love is real and true, and everything else is false and unreal, your decision at the crossroads is clear. You can take up the path of joy and love, if you choose, and turn your back on the path of pain and suffering forever.

I ask you to look at your beliefs in the coming days, and release anything that no longer serves you on your New Path.

Your New Life Begins

Good friend, your heart is recovering from the pain and hurt of a lifetime. It will continue to do this, as you release your fear of being separated from God’s Love. This worry may still haunt you, and it is understandable, especially considering the trauma you have recently experienced. But this fear is not yours. It belongs to a world, and a life path, that you have left behind. Your passage in joy is assured, if you allow it. Remember this, and it will free you from the dominion of fear.

In the days of recovery that lie before you, remind yourself daily of the truth about love. This will take you into a higher, more refined awareness. Here you will perceive yourself correctly – as the perfect, and perfectly unique embodiment of God’s Love That You Are.

This true perception will bring an even greater flow of life force into your cells. It will revive your body, mind, and emotions, and help you move into the next phase of your life; because indeed, there is New Life for you here.

Cherished one, you will be of great service to God, humanity, and your ideals. We know that you have a great desire to realize a vision of peace, love, and universal brotherhood – to be in service to these grand ideals. You will receive new assignments from your Soul about this soon. But for now, I encourage you to bear witness to the miracle of your life, and allow this knowledge to revitalize you.

Your New Life begins now. Allow this to be so, and so it shall be.


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