Archive for ascension
Saturday, 5 December, 2009 (posted 7 December, 2009)
During this Holiday Season, we at the New Age Study of Humanity’s Purpose wish you Love, Abundance, and Peace. This is the time of year when we experience all kinds of emotions and situations in our lives, some are wonderful and some are challenging. To help you through these times we would like to share with you some information that has been given to Humanity by the Beings of Light. The intent of these celestial sharings is to let us know that we are not alone, and that the Company of Heaven is standing in readiness awaiting the opportunity to assist us. All we have to do is ask. Where our attention is, there we are. So let’s join together and support each other in staying focused on Love as we prepare for a wondrous Holiday Season and New Year.
No matter what the question or the problem is, the answer is always Love. Love is not just a sentimental emotion. It is an unfathomable power that, when truly acknowledged and understood, will transform our lives into expressions of love, abundance, health, happiness, abounding joy and spiritual enlightenment.
The information pouring forth from the Beings of Light in the Realms of Illumined Truth at this time is focusing on the return of the Divine Feminine, the Aspect of our Mother God that was forced to withdraw from the Earth when we closed our hearts and fell into the abyss of fear and pain after our fall from Grace aeons ago. Bringing the masculine and the feminine polarities of our Father-Mother God into balance within us, once again, is a critical step in transforming our lives.
I would like to begin this sharing with an invocation. This gift from the Company of Heaven is stated in the first person so that we will each experience it personally. Feel the Truth of these words within your Heart Flame.
Oh, Supreme Presence of God within all Life, into your Eternal Heart of Love do I immerse myself now and forever. I consciously surrender my vehicles to be merged with the Love Nature of Your Being until I AM a pure focus of Love—a living jewel in Your Crown of Adoration.
The path I walk in Life leads only to Love. My physical body filled with Love becomes shining and invincible. My etheric vehicle radiating Love transmutes the past. Love in my mind insures the expression of Your Divine Thoughts. Love in my feelings reaffirms that God is the only power acting.
As I AM thinking, feeling and remembering only Love, I know that my Father-Mother God is working through me radiating forth the perfection of All That Is to Humanity and all Life, which I have promised to Love free.
In this awakened consciousness of Divine Love, my spirit becomes Holy Spirit, and I AM the Love of God reaching out to reclaim this Earth.
In Love I magnetize all God’s blessings to me, and in Love I radiate these blessings forth to all Life around me. I AM the Spirit of Love permeating form until all is drawn back into the indivisible whole.
I feel the pulse beat of Love in all Life and the continuity of Love in all experiences I have ever known. It is ALL Love. I was born out of Love. I AM evolving through Love, and I AM Ascending back into Love.
I AM ALL LOVE, and I AM Grateful.
Lighting Our Path
Oh, Father-Mother God, I now invoke the full momentum of Your Divine Light and the Light of the entire Company of Heaven. Powers of Light! Powers of Light! Powers of Light! Come forth NOW!
In deep humility and profound gratitude, I consecrate every facet of my Being to be the Open Door that no one can shut.
In Divine Truth, I accept my reality as a Beloved Child of God. I AM a Cup, a Holy Grail, through which the Light of God is now flowing to lift ALL Life on Earth into the blissful embrace of God’s Love.
I AM my mighty I AM Presence and…I AM One with the Divine Heart and Mind of God. I AM One with the I AM Presence of all Humanity. I AM One with the Elemental Kingdom and Mother Earth. I AM One with the Angelic Kingdom. I AM One with ALL of the Beings of Light throughout Infinity.
Now, through the unspeakable power of God’s Love, ALL life on Earth is lifted into the Immaculate Concept of the Divine Plan for Planet Earth.
Within this Divine Concept of limitless physical perfection, every man, woman and child remembers they are a Beloved Son or Daughter of God. Every person comprehends the Divine Truth that all Life is interconnected, interrelated and interdependent.
A renewed sense of Oneness and Reverence for ALL Life stirs in each Heart Flame, and the Love of our Mother God floods the Earth through Humanity’s 5th-Dimensional Solar Heart Chakras.
As the Love of God flows through each person’s Heart Flame, they are lifted up, and their lives are transformed. From this new level of consciousness, Humanity taps into the patterns of perfection in the Causal Body of God, and viable solutions to the maladies existing on Earth flow into the conscious minds of people everywhere.
The Lightworkers come together to create the perfection of Heaven on Earth. All traces of pain and suffering are transmuted into Light. Every concept of lack and limitation ceases to exist, and the Abundance of God floods the Earth. People everywhere perceive and acknowledge the Divinity blazing in every Heart Flame. Humanity knows and accepts that all Life is Divine.
This realization inspires every person to feel and express Love and mutual respect for every part of Life. As the collective thoughts and feelings of Humanity continually empower the perfection of Heaven on Earth, the physical plane is transformed and transfigured. The body of Mother Earth is restored to a verdant Paradise of Splendor and Light.
The life of every living Being is filled with Love, Joy, Happiness, Prosperity, Fulfillment, Enlightenment, Eternal Peace, Harmony, Balance, Spiritual Wisdom and every other Divine Quality of our Father-Mother God.
Mother Earth dons her seamless garment of Light and Ascends up the Spiral of Evolution into the full expression of her new 5th-Dimensional Solar Reality. The Heavens rejoice, and our Father-Mother God respond
“Welcome HOME, Beloved Children. Well done.”
And so it is. I AM, I AM, I AM.
With the return of our Mother God, the Divine Masculine and Feminine are balanced within every Heart Flame. Humanity must now realign with the Truth and Inner Knowing of what the Love of our Mother God really means in relation to our very existence.
So much has been written about Love that is has almost become a platitude, but the Transfiguring Divine Love of our Mother God, is the mightiest force in the Universe. It is the vibration from which we were born out of the Heart of God and the vibration through which we must evolve and Ascend back into the Heart of God. The Love of our Mother God has no bonds, no barriers, and no conditions. Within the infinite power of our Mother’s Love there is no pain or sorrow, no lack or limitation. Her Love contains within its essence the full potential to rise above all human conditions, all self-inflicted suffering, all manner of chaos, confusion, hopelessness and despair.
Our Mother God’s Love heals the illusion of separation. It rejuvenates, revitalizes and makes whole all it embraces. It is the single greatest source of forgiveness, and it reverberates with the full gathered momentum of our Eternal Freedom. Her Love is the foundation of Creation and the balance of the One. It is the indivisible, unchanging ecstasy that allows us to know Love in all things. When we experience the Love of our Mother God, we understand that we are all One. Whether we are a person, a magnificent Sun or a blade of grass, the all-encompassing Light of our Mother’s Love unites us in the Body of God.
As our Mother God reclaims this Earth and once again anoints Humanity with the Eternal Light of Divine Love, we experience true Peace. Her Love is now resonating in the core of our Beings; it is not outside of us. We no longer need to seek the Divine Feminine from afar; we need to merely accept that our Mother God has returned, and that she is now abiding within our Heart Flames. Her Love is pulsating within the silent rhythm of every heartbeat, every breath. It is the universal language now speaking to all Humanity through our gift of Life. As we listen in the silence of our hearts, we hear the tones and whisperings of Love inspired by the wonder of nature and the Music of the Spheres.
Our Mother God is now reestablishing her Covenant of Love with the Children of Earth, which will enhance our ability to once and for all accept the gift of God’s Abundance. Through this covenant, the supply of all good things will forever and ever flood into the hands and use of the Sons and Daughters of God. The glory of God’s Abundance will be a manifest reality not only in this moment, but far beyond Earth and time into Eternity.
The effulgence of our newly balanced Heart Flames is creating an environment of Love and upliftment around each of us. When we turn our attention to the balanced expression of our Father-Mother God within our hearts, the illusion of separation is shattered. Our hearts are unified, and we once again experience the bliss of knowing we are One, and that Love is all there is. This knowing evokes from within the deepest recesses of our Beings a celestial song of thanksgiving and a reverent feeling of Divine Gratitude. Every sunrise we see, every flower that shares its perfume with us, every friend and loved one who warms our heart is a gift of God’s sustaining Love. These sacred gifts inspire our perpetual adoration to the Cosmic I AM, All That Is.
Our Mother God has placed us within a mantle of Her Love, and our nervous systems are being recalibrated to withstand the highest frequencies of the Divine Feminine. This mantel of Love will help to transform each of us into conscious, self-generating centers of Light and Love. The tremendous impetus and magnetic pull of our Mother’s Love now flowing through our Heart Flames will stir the souls of Humanity. The invisible and resistless power of this Love will pierce into the sleeping spiritual centers of every member of the Human race and accelerate the awakening of each one.
We now, as never before, have the ability to merge our personal service to Life with God’s service to Life for the highest good of all concerned. Our Mother God’s radiant, universal Love is pouring through all of us without designating favor to a particular person, place, condition or thing. Her Love is giving a healing, impersonal benediction to every particle of Life. The power and magnetic Love of the Divine Feminine is blessing all Life with an equal opportunity to respond. Every evolving soul is being given both the blessing and the responsibility of becoming an Open Door for our Mother God’s exquisite Love. Every Human Being now has the opportunity to become an instrument of God vested with the power to change the feelings of all with whom we come in contact. This will be accomplished not through our human will, but through the balanced power of the Flame of Divinity now blazing in our hearts.
When we agree to become a magnetic force of Divine Love, we draw to ourselves the loving support we need from those who are aligned with, and will assist us with, our Divine Missions. This occurs not because of allegiance to a particular personality, but because of the affinity of our soul’s Light with the spiritual essence of the particular facet of the Divine Plan.
As we expand our service to Life, we must reach up in consciousness and tap into the sacred knowledge and wisdom that will teach us how to effectively utilize the frequencies of Divine Love from our Mother God. Her Love is a priceless gift that is now freely flowing through every Heart Flame. The more we understand about the power and might of this majestic force, the more effective we will be in assimilating it into our life experiences.
In order to be a powerful force of Divine Love on this planet, all you have to do is open your heart and remember that this is your destiny. It is who you are, right here and right now.
And so it is.
©2006 Patricia Diane Cota-Robles – www.eraofpeace.org
by Lisa Renee
This month is the start of a brand new cosmic cycle that is signaling an evolutionary shift into completely unknown territories, one which will be an entirely new life experience for many of us.
During the past months especially since July, we have been teetering in between worlds resulting from a vast influx of multiple new “cosmic” frequencies and their reconnections to the axiatonal line system of our planet’s consciousness grid. This is changing the fabric of time and space as we know it. This “cosmic” time alignment sets the runway for what is about to transpire which is something that has never happened before in the history of our Universe.
What this means is that this shift in consciousness gives new direction to our lives and will also directly affect the world and the global view. A shift in consciousness is not something that only happens in our mental state, but simultaneously changes the external relationships we have in the world. It is a complete change of where we, as human beings, focus our state of consciousness and its perceived identity. This will impact individual identity and the human collective group identity in a much bigger way than we have experienced before.
This current event will reposition many of us into new relationships, residences, working collaborations, reconnections and cultivate another level of spiritual “family” alliances. The Galactic (or Monadic level) soul family is reintegrating itself into a collective group pattern to manifest the next level of the spiritual mission and its group divine blueprint. This means these introductions, reuniting these spiritual families is happening in larger patterns now as it is supported by the new architectural platform of the new energy cycle. These architectural platforms are the mainframe of the mass consciousness grids that influence and direct humanity as a group consciousness. This is the next evolutionary level happening now in November and ongoing.
We need our spiritual family to help manifest the next levels into the physical as the cosmic divine plan requires us to be embodied fully in order for it to be anchored on the Earth as a reality.
This turning point of the ascension cycle is leading us into the “Changing of the Guard” and this level of the paradigm shift is a group consciousness project. We will need to clearly understand our piece of the puzzle in order to play it out. (We will be magnetized to our rightful positions, and it is not to be forced through controlling underlying agendas) However, there is a requirement in order for this to manifest in this new phase of the Galactic Consciousness cycle.
To Embody or Not to Embody?
That is the biggest question to ask your inner self at this crucial point in the timeline change now. This time will aggressively push you to ask yourself what exactly is preventing you from being authentic to yourself and others? What has shaped into your physical reality based on your unconscious belief system? Which of these impulses had you making decisions that were out of alignment with your personal truth? What have you been hiding from yourself? You have to be incredibly clear in your purpose now, your inner truth, in order to best utilize these current energies as the springboard that will catapult your new platform into a tangible reality structure in your life.
These energies in November will catalyze you into a completely new level of “support” in this reality if you understand that it is your responsibility to be completely aligned and congruent to protect the inner truth as you know it.
This means you must be “Embodied” in what you “Know” to be True.
Within this new playing field there is only “knowing” and there is NO room for rationalization stemming from denial, or attempting to think your way into a mentally perceived resolution. The rubber hits the road and you are forced to walk your walk, ready to face the mysteries of the unknown standing before you.
This means we will be given external reality experiences to challenge our inner light integrity to be fully congruent with your core god self essence. The choices will be up to you and they will take courage to make. This will be the time of the “Reality Check” and the consequences will be dramatic.
To be congruent with your soul purpose “embodiment” is being in your “core” no matter what the external environment is doing or telling you to do. Your creative expression is matched to the degree you feel the flow of joy in the moment of its expression. As you become an observer, it will feel as an ease of flow within the harmony of its natural energetic and organic expression. However to get to the ease of flow, one has to completely let go without the ego attachment needing to control the outcome or result. Only preferences will allow the ease of flow while attachments will constrict or stop the flow. This necessitates holding the observer consciousness, one that can observe the events without imposing judgment or attachment.
We will need to master this state in order to experience the smoothest pathway of evolution, the ascension timeline. We will get our needs met (not necessarily our fixed attachments to material security) and be moved out of harm’s way if we learn to flow without fear and anxiety.
To Know Thyself
To be congruent with your soul purpose and to embody that intelligence directly requires self inquiry. To Know Thyself, is an adage that directly applies in this new energy cycle as it requires you do the inner work that will surface the contents of your inner being to your conscious awareness. It is only then you can choose to participate with that awareness, or not, and this is the piece that takes courage. Courage is to trust in the process and commit to reflect the core essence of your divinity as your first priority. If you can discipline yourself to manage this, your experience will be much smoother as you move forward.
Many times a person who aspires to achieve goodness in the world, is driven into actions that are completely incongruent to their core being and soul purpose. They are not directly choosing to be incongruent with their soul harmony from a conscious choice they are making. IT is simply a direct byproduct of not knowing what they do not know, yet, which means they have not delved deeper into themselves to have the exacting clarity on the contents of their own being. Many times they are only reactive to mental programs that control their behaviors in the external world.
If we strive to know the contents of our own being, then we will be able to have the responsibility to direct our personal power and become able to spiritualize our life choices. This is the “wisdom” piece that is required at this time for us to advance in this first wave of the changing guard. More waves will come, however there is a momentum to this energetic wave that will carry us if we are able to recognize it and take responsibility for our actions and personal energies.
If we have huge blind spots that cripple us in expressing the core truth, then we will be corrected. If you have been engaging in destructive, addictive or unconscious behavior you will be corrected. Additionally, relative to the degree you have carried actions with consequences that impact others, such as healing groups and intentional communities – they will also be impacted and corrected. Correction is the rapid return of the imbalanced or mis-qualified energies to your field that results in a direct consequence to your action.
This is the Universal Law’s benevolence giving us the opportunity to become more in alignment to the process of our “embodied “divinity.
We will thank our lucky stars we are doing this now instead of later, as the amplification of polarity will only increase later. It is suggested we DO this inner work now, pay attention and not procrastinate.
Understand that the Natural Laws of the Physical Universe is such that it is our responsibility to direct energies, accountable to where we focus and place our attention and this will continue to be under scrutiny with the new cosmic energies. This is not coming from judgment by any stretch of imagination, only that congruency in what is being represented is a prerequisite to move through this next cycle easily. This natural “law” has not been as tough on us as it is now, as these energies are acting as a “taskmaster” forcing us to do the inner work. This is similar to a “Saturn Return” in our personal astrology chart. Which means that what is hidden or not in integrity with what is being represented will be increasingly apparent to whomever is the “watcher” and corrections will be made almost on the spot.
Note: We are going to need some tools to support us during this next cycle. The end of this newsletter includes guidelines to utilize as a practice to develop your personal energetic mastery.
Frequency of Unity Intelligence
Additionally, as one spiritually advances to be congruent and aligned into the monadic embodiment, the frequency of Unity (Love) emits as an intelligence field from the being. This means that the field of energetic intelligence, a consciousness field of “Unity” rearranges and reorganizes any discordant energetic pattern in the environment. This “consciousness technology” results when a physical being has embodied its monadic level of consciousness and is congruently aligned with its god purpose. It’s a byproduct of embodied divinity.
The more out of integrity a person, place or thing is with its natural harmonic core expression, the harder it will be for that person, place or thing to remain ‘hidden” in the façade it has created as the illusion of its perceived physical identity.
The New Energy of Unity, the Frequency of Unity is a frequency of “Truth” Vibration as directed by Source energy. No words are needed to express, as this is strictly an “embodiment” of truth presence. This level of love frequency can only be directed through a physical vehicle that has been largely freed (purified) of ego constraints and desires. The process of Inner Alchemy through polarity integration is what is necessary to purify the physical vehicle to the extent that finally the healed unified energy template of the Cosmic Christ Consciousness Form can embody. The physical vehicle can now be utilized as a channel of Unified Source energy, and the template (and its nervous system) is healed at a level it is finally able to direct this intelligence field.
Those that are now remembering to embody this love vibration are being asked to step up and hold the “New Energy” reality space and watch the old ego system around them self destruct. As you become aware of the intentional field of Unity coming through your body in service to the Divine, the channel of your being is flowing in congruence to the Energetic Reality of Love.
The Power of this Energetic Principle in Action is more Profoundly Transformative for our planet than anything else we could ever fabricate.
5 Pillars of Realizing Purpose
We are governed by Energetic Laws of Principle and Consciousness in this Multiverse. Here are 5 Pillars towards realizing your purpose and reinstating your divine blueprint towards Cosmic Consciousness. We are entering entirely new territory, new fields of reality and new purpose. Yet these are still the foundations to help us remember how to focus our consciousness and create a smooth transition for ourselves. Intend god-purity in our purpose and the light will show us the way.
• Law of Strength – Commit to your Soul evolution. State your Declaration of Intent to serve your Soul. “Your desire to know God is of a drowning man for want of air” Yogananda
• Universal Law of One – Begin to understand the Laws which govern our existence, and your Multidimensional Spiritual Anatomy as a God-being. “The Mysteries are Revealed to the human whose light is shining and he becomes the Knower”. Alice Bailey and DK.
• Law of Transformation – Be willing and open to change by surrendering to Divine Will. Clear fear belief systems (b.s.) and the negative ego expressions that influence you from the collective human unconscious mind. Affirm: I leave human order and choose divine order in all things.
• Law of Response- Give back your Go(o)dness to the world, Give your love, knowledge and blessings and expand your abundance through service. The soul’s true nature is of one, one with abundance, joy and fulfillment, found through purpose and service.
• Law of Verification – The Examined Life of a Light Heart- Live your Soul purpose by making it your lifestyle. I AM that I AM. Be Still and Know I Am God!
First Triad of Spiritual Awakening
How do we support harmony in our consciousness shift within these tumultuous energies? Most of us are undergoing the tests of personal mastery with how we direct our mental and emotional focus. This process is how we transcend the “personality ego program” which consists of the first three layers (3D) of our chakra/auric system. These are suggested guidelines on how best you may utilize your energy in directing the focus of your consciousness during these times:
Stay in the Now moment and maintain observer consciousness
Inquire and commit to serving the Way of your Soul and its purposes
Listen, learn the language of Soul and take action on the guidance of your Soul
Resolve all fear and emotional conflicts ( remember FEAR is False Evidence Appearing Real)
Develop your Inner Connection to Soul that supercedes all reliance on the External Connections or Perceptions of Reality
Live a Life congruent to your soul purpose, and that it serves as an example to others.
Commit to a daily practice ( meditation, connection, clearing)
Live by the Law of Love ( Law of One)
Use Consistency in Practice of Technique (Meditate or work with Spiritual Tools to Build your Spiritual Muscle)
And If you just do not know what else to do:
BE THE WILL TO GOOD, THE WILL TO GOD
(service to others)
These are amazing times we are sharing as we step into the unknown. We are in this adventure together and until next….Stay in the luminosity of your Avatar Heart Path!
© 2009, Lisa Renee
The Ascending Cosmic Pulse
By Shala Mata
SEPTEMBER 1, 2009
~~ 9~9~9 CRYSTALLINE TRANSMISSION ~~
The energy of September births hard and intense as we begin the build to several powerful transmissions that will challenge every emotional and physical construct that requires change. Most are feeling overwhelmed and anxious as our emotions stream through our physical body. “Lets get Physical” could easily be the mantra for September.
The sense for urgency to rush forward only to stand still has been building since the Solstice in June. The powerful eclipses of July further examined every and all forms of “relationship” in our lives. Our communication with our hearts, guides, angels, loved ones and our soul are being calibrated to be transparent and congruent.
The brilliant light of the Full Moon on Sept 4th is a beacon to help us navigate the coming transmissions this month. There is so much occurring on so many levels that it is and will continue to be an on going challenge to remain focused and in our hearts as deep levels of our being are calibrated with the new frequencies and shifts.
September’s energy is pregnant with opportunity to refine and once again re-calibrate the shadow parts of our being. Even though the past several months have been an intense school the true “new beginnings” will begin this month. Every relationship will have the potential to be refined and new. We will be drawn further into the sacred space of our heart, providing we anchor and allow the frequency of love to flow within our physical and subtle bodies.
The crystalline transmission of the 9~9~9 (Sept 9/09) is a particularly powerful gateway or portal that holds great anticipation for lightworkers and starseeds across our beloved planet. We are in truth becoming crystalline beings as is our beloved Mother. The transmission of 9~9~9 is a coded awakener timed for this moment of our evolution. 9~9~9 numerically equals 11 as does the year 2009. 11 has always been a strong spiritual number that speaks to our evolutionary path. This year has been a challenge to walk our path and remain focused on the greater aspects of our being. The gateway of the 9~9~9 opens the grand preparation to the even more potent 11~11~11 coming in November.
The crystalline transmission coming through the Central Sun will hold a higher frequency of the golden christ diamond light and will further support and enhance the christ grid within and around our planet. All crystals will be activated on the planet and that includes the crystalline forms within our physical body. We are a mass of interfacing matrices or lattices of light and sound. Crystals contain a similar matrix and communicate with our DNA in proportion to our personal harmonic signature and frequency bandwidth. During this transmission our cells will vibrate faster as they match the new frequencies that our Mother Earth is downloading.
Our lightbody will be the first line of receiving this divine light, which will then continue to merge with physical, emotional, mental and spirit bodies over the coming weeks. We are all a divine expression of the creator light and our physical body will feel this particular transmission in a profound way.
Over the past months many of us have been merging old patterns and emotional issues through our communication and relationships. I have written in past issues this year the vital need for transparent communication, where the energy matches the words spoken or thought.
Over the past couple of weeks in particular we have moved through another dense level of energy that felt very intense. The feeling of frustration and a low level anxiety just under the surface has tweaked our nervous systems into a fight or flight energy pattern. This of course further interrupts our sleep, digestion and over all well being. Events and circumstances seem to thick with delay and a general sense of fatigue and malaise has been experienced by many.
Infections, flu, sore throats, headaches, neck and back pain, muscle cramps and a bone deep tired have been many of the complaints I’ve seen in my practise. Lower leg cramps, swelling and a feeling of being disconnected from source have also been present. We are never disconnected but when new energy is preparing to download and the old is making space, we can often feel a “void” in our energy.
During these times our communication can become impatient, we can feel cranky as we literally walk between two worlds. We are re-tuning and refining our new reality matrix and what we wish to co-create for ourselves personally and for the collective.
Bits and pieces of the old and the new are forming a new pattern in our energy blueprint, and our faithful beloved physical body is having to cope with a myriad of energy re-calibrations.
Our heart is the true vessel for the crystalline transmission and over the coming weeks we will be able to house and hold more of this energy. A feeling of fullness in the chest is a common sensation as we merge more deeply in this transmission. Many groups around the world will be meeting in workshops and holding ceremony to ground this energy. Wherever you find yourself on the 9~9~9 is perfect. We can connect with the crystalline heart of our beloved mother and offer ourselves as vehicles in service to our ascension preparation.
Our beloved whales and dolphins hold a pivitol role in this energy transmission, as they are the “grid holders” and “keepers” for our planet. They too will also be downloading this energy and will be available to anyone wanting to connect with them during the download.
Image Courtesy of Jean Luc Bozolli http://www.jeanlucbozzoli.com/
What all of this means is that things will start to become more clear and transparent over the next weeks, and that feeling of rushing forward to sit still will begin to move. The energy of this month will prepare us for the 11~11 and each day will offer more and more levels of re-calibration. It helps to remember that we came here to experience this exact journey and we are all in this together.
Sept 6th Mercury goes retrograde, which will focus energy on relationship and communication. A common theme these past few months. This timing will support a deep look at what relationships in our lives aren’t working and examine the reasons and ways to repair. What expectations do we hold in these relationships is a good place to start.
Sept 18th brings the sultry magic of the New Moon. This new moon will be a powerful opportunity to weave our new garment of light that each of us is preparing to model. New patterns will emerge from all the seeds planted these past months. Be a witness to your dreams and create your new reality.
Sept 21st brings the Fall Equinox in the northern hemisphere and Spring in the Southern hemisphere. This is always a time of ceremony and honouring as the light and day and night are equal in length. Connect deeply with the crystals of the Earth and hold the sacredness of our Beloved Mother in your heart.
Last month I wrote on Integrating our Shadow Self. We are by no means complete with this exercise, and the shadow energy will continue to dance with us as we face old fears, judgements and self-doubt that we have directed toward ourselves and others. We are moving swiftly through a consciousness evolution that during this month will release emotional stress and old physical energy patterns.
Our most precious gift during this time is our sacred heart, where within holds the true gateway to our whole being, and all aspects of our higher dimensional selves. The chalice of your beloved is you, and all relationships that flow to each of us is a reflection of our love. All of our chakras are being re-wired or coded to accept the crystalline energies flooding our being this month.
It is a time of great excitement in the higher realms as all of the Archangels, Ascended Masters and starseed planetary families unite with us through our heart. The final three months of 2009 will be the most potent we have ever experienced upon our beloved Mother Earth.
The illuminated light flowing through the crystalline transmission is a testament to our devotion and help further transform our ascension process. During this month of such immense and powerful divine feminine light, take time in whatever manner feels right to honour yourselves, your journey and the honour of holding light for our Beloved Mother Earth.
Keep shining your gorgeous Light
Love and Deep Blessings,
© Shala Mata 2009
Anyone out there?
If you have been feeling like things are eerily quiet and still right now, that’s cuz things are eerily quiet and still right now.
Which is exactly why I am writing…
As details finalize and our lives rearrange themselves to match the new energies we have been downloading since May…and most recently since the eclipse sandwich/lions gate opening/World Conference on Illumination… we are in that familiar (and annoying) vortex of nothingness… clearing, integrating and yes, waiting to reconnect with those higher frequencies.
As we sit (bored out of our fricken minds) in this holding cell of silence with so little energy/activity/connection/inspiration/motivation, scant communication with our higher guidance, an inability to move forward and wondering which end is up…oh yeah, and with sea sickness from the vertigo of the frequency flu…much of our time is spent on the sofa praying for confirmations that we are still on track and that this torture will end before our lives do.
While in the void…and especially this most recent one which carries the vibration of GREAT anticipation of endings/beginnings, new perceptions & the hope of those high vibrations of fulfillment/peace/ joy, etc…I often get a lot of questions from many peeps around the world regarding this still-time…and they go something like this:
“Is there something specific I’m supposed to be doing right now? I feel confused about my next steps, what are they? Nobody’s returning my calls or emails, does that mean my projects are dead? I feel very alone and unable to connect with my loved ones…why? All my manifestations and abundance have been completely cut off…what gives? You mention we should get ready for this new phase, how can we do that? What does it mean exactly?””
So I thought I would quickly explain…in 3d terms… where we are now, what we are being urged to do and what for.
Mostly, we are being supported right now to wrap up/let go of any remaining goo from the past (mentally, emotionally AND physically), to get our lives in order as much as we can and get really clear about only what we WANT so when we are fully connected again, the new and fast moving energies will serve to support only our truest and most purified desires. If we use this time (energy) wisely, much else will have been completely eliminated which will serve to save us from minor, but avoidable chaos in the future.
Depending on where you are on the physical part of your journey…ie, how much of your potential you have grounded into form…this subtle spiritual nudge can vary, but mostly it can manifest as a desire to organize, consolidate, clean out your closets/drawers, donate lots of stuff, get caught up on paperwork/filing/bills, complete or update old projects, erase your internet browser cache/update your bookmarks, eliminate unnecessary emails, etc. You may even be urged to update your technology or buy new technology to match your new frequency and that of the new grid.
Symbolically, its like we’re nearing our due date and so we must quickly finish up with the nursery preparations and get everything in order so when baby comes we can devote all our time and energy to this new life….because just like the birth of a new child, it will be an all encompassing whirlwind of change!
If you were one who experienced those quickened manifestations from the fast moving energy that directly followed the eclipse in August, you will know exactly what I mean. The flood gates cracked open, if even only for 9 seconds, just to give us a glimpse of whats to come and to really encourage us to prepare for it.
I, for one, panicked in my usual overreactive way and started to reassemble my whole life as though I would somehow be washed away in some perfect storm of creative flow. I boarded up the windows, unplugged all the phones and cancelled any obligatory events for the month of September. The less dramatic of you may have just swept your patio and called it a day.
Since there is very little connection to the new timeline right now…and since inspiration, new ideas, new people & opportunities will be hard to come by until we are reconnected… it really is a great time to wrap up the past, clear the clutter and clean the slate for those exciting new beginnings and next level creations to come flooding into your life.
Truth is that when you have purified your inner self to the point of complete simplicity, your outer environment will naturally adapt to your new perspective. When everything in your outer life is simplified to reflect ONLY those things that you desire to add your energy to, then none of your energy is wasted on what no longer serves your highest and best intentions.
This narrowly focused state of consciousness encourages the streamlined self-containment and self-sustainability that the ascension process ensures for all us, as well as to provide the foundation for a life of expansion and most importantly, one of our conscious choosing.
So if you are wanting to capitalize on the present stillness from this most recent cycle, there are three things you can do right now that will be of great benefit to you in a very short period of time:
1) Get Clear -decide what you want
2) DeClutter -release what you don’t want
3) Choose- focus solely on what you want
…then pay attention and see where those three steps take you by the end of September.
Wishing you fun-filled holiday weekend!
DIAMOND LIGHT SEEDS at the 8:8
GLOBAL MEDITATION TO RECEIVE THE COSMIC CHRIST CONSCIOUSNESS
Diamond Light Seed Mandala by Mistik of Russia
At this powerful time of New Beginnings and Sacred Energies, we invite you to join us for a Global meditation on the 8:8. The Meditation will be led by Celia Fenn of Starchild Global and KAI, the creator of the Quantum Holoform Light Codes. Celia will be in London and Kai will be in Mexico for the event.
The best times to do the Meditation will be at 8.00 in the morning or in the evening at the time and place where you are, creating a 24 hour Global Wave effect that will traverse the Planet on the 8th of August at the Lion’s Gate.
At this time, the Diamond Light Energies and the Seeds of the Cosmic Christ Consciousness will be anchored into the Collective Heart of Humanity and of each individual who is willing to accept this initiation at this time. Kai and Celia work independently, but they have both received the same information and the same Light Code images to work with at this time. Below we have included Kai’s writing on the Light Codes that were received, and the Meditation that Kai has devised for use on the 8th of August 2009. We would like to request that, if possible, you light a candle and have a clear quartz crystal, to represent the flame of Spirit and the clarity of the Diamond Light.
8 8 CHRIST SEED INTEGRATION
With the arrival of the portal 8 8 this year, we receive the energies of the divine integration of the Christ seed for humanity.
The past 8 8 8 of 2008 served as a framework for activating the Cosmic Grid for the Earth, at that time we all together activated what will be the new grid of consciousness that will sustain life for mankind in the coming millennia. This grid is already active and waiting for more and more people awaken their consciousness to love and unity and begin to live life from the consciousness of ONE.
This next 8 8 this will serve as a framework to activate the Christ seed in the energy Grid of humanity. Those who wish may enter into communion with the Christ presence in their hearts and thus, transform their energy grid, the matrix of what you know as reality and life, thereby bringing the Christ seed to expand in their consciousness and be able to reconnect to the cosmic Christ grid on earth.
It is an unprecedented event, because today more than ever energy is increasingly powerful as we move to the center of the galaxy, and we are increasingly receiving intense waves of love coming from the central sun, which reaches us through cosmic rays of light, which when enter in contact with the earth and human beings, they transform the consciences and hearts of those who are willing to receive the unity in their lives.
As always, free will is very important for humanity, because only those who so choose, they may raise their consciousness and be able to fully express the new earth in their lives. Remember we are free to choose what to believe and what to create, we are free to continue in the consciousness of polarity and separation, or to move toward the ocean of light in consciousness of unity and by so start now to be living Christ on earth.
The second coming of Christ will manifest through us. We, all humanity are the avatars for the new era!
That is the real message that Christ gave us, that we are equal to Him!
“All that I have done, You can do and even greater” Everything lies in the level of our faith.
Faith in ourselves as bearers of light and above all, faith in ourselves as divine beings, as human Christs.
I invite You to unite Your wills to this wonderful event.
From the center of the solar heart we’ll receive rays of light which will activate the Christ seed in the energy template of each of us.
All living beings have a lattice energy, similar to the magnetic grids of Earth, which vibrationaly corresponds to grids on Earth. Today, most people kept their vibrating energy template on a par with the grid of the collective human mind, the old grid, the grid of the old energy, which is slowly losing strength and crumbling down as a result of activation of the Cosmic Christ grid.
That is why people now behave chaotically and irrationally, that is why the violence and fear are prevailing on society, because of the crumbling of the collective mind grid to which the majority remain anchored, people feel scared and do not know where that fear comes or what causes it. However, this fear is caused by consciousness of the separation in which they live immersed, they sense that something is changing, however, they are unable to comprehend the magnitude and origin of that change and their reaction due to the fear of “losing ” something, is violence and aggressive defense.
Beloved Ones, this not need be. We can choose to vibrate in love and gently move our consciousness to a the new Cosmic grid, if we choose so, leaving aside the change through violence, fear and chaos. We can all choose how we’ll live this transformation, it is in our hands to choose how we will ascend.
The 8 8 energy gives us the tools necessary to perform this transformation.
Along with the cosmic rays of light, we will receive a Light Code that will activate it’s energy in our templates allowing us to open our consciousness to the vibration of the heart.
This Light Code contains the Cosmic energy pattern of Sirius and symbolizes the infinite sacred masculine and sacred feminine in the infinite balance, expressing the Christ-Consciousness.
We all carry in our hearts the Christ Seed, as well as the energies of the sacred feminine and sacred masculine. The Christ Seed is the Presence of Christ that dwells in us in its latent state, however, remaining asleep, since the humanity as a collective has many millennia without experiencing the Christ Consciousness, thus born asleep, unable to experience and be aware of Unity and the Presence of God in everything that exists.
It is when we enter the sacred space within our hearts and into communion with our inner Christ that energies are balanced and the Christ-Seed is activated, comes to life and we emerge as a Christ-Being in full consciousness of his divinity and oneness.
It’s there, within your heart that You’ll find the meaning of your life and all that exists, as it is when we entered this sacred space we understand that we are part of an immense cosmic symphony that would not be the same without us, that is where we experience Unity, the full Christ Consciousness. when You are focused in this way into your heart, you are Christ, your consciousness moves gently to the Christ-consciousness and the fears of the world and your mind completely disappear, you’re in God’s grace. Upon entering this state of consciousness can easily unbind from the collective human consciousness and anchor Yourself the Cosmic Christ grid, gently, lovingly, in this way You ascend and start to experience the unity through the Christ Consciousness.
Each of us is sacred and important and it is time that we value our existence and we dare to be the change we want for the world. It is time for us to embrace our divine power and become human Christs!
At the 8-8, I invite you to take a moment throughout the day, to go quietly into your heart. It is a sacred space where you will find all the ancient wisdom from Your being, there, You are all that You can be, in there You are God, pure, free, untethered to the outside world.
Take a moment to meditate, to commune with Your being.
I love You all!
THE MEDITATION FOR THE 8:8 : ACTIVATING THE COSMIC CHRIST
CHRIST SEED INTEGRATION
Start by becoming aware of your breathing. Take a deep breath and then get your breathing to be smooth and calm. Imagine that with each breath your body is filled more and more with light, then direct that light into your cells, your organs and your chakras.
As you breathe, you slowly emerge from the thoughts of your mind and you are increasingly focusing on your heart. Start to become aware of the vibration that comes from your heart, you will notice that Your heart gradually expands and You’ll notice very nice warmth coming from him. That energy and that warmth is the love of your Christ presence.
Remain in that state of contemplation as long as necessary. When you feel you can continue, do it.
Breathe deeply ….
Now see your heart expands more and more to completely cover your body, its energy surrounds you like a golden bubble, you feel happy, loved and protected, in such a state of grace covered by the warm embrace of the Source.
It is at this moment that you should visualize and call on the presence of the Light code CHRIST SEED INTEGRATION, to act on your being activating the Christ Seed in your heart, letting you reach the state of Unity needed to move your consciousness and your mind to new Cosmic Christ Grid .
Allow the light code act in You and awaken Your Inner Christ. Feel its renovating energy, this Light code carries in itself cosmic rays of light emanating from the center of the Solar Heart. It is a direct channel to the Central Sun and a recipient of the Cosmic Rays of the Ascension and renewal.
The Light code will be activated and you will feel like you are in a sphere of infinite love, you feel like your being expands into the Light!
At this moment it is very likely you may wish to cry, laugh or feel deeply moved. Allow Yourself to experience all the emotions that will arise. Let yourself go with the experience and energy of the purest love.
At that time, the Christ seed has been activated, your Christ presence is awakened, and so Your being will be transferred and gently anchored in the New Cosmic Christ Grid.
You have emerged to Love! You are now a human Christ, a being with Cosmic Christ consciousness!
Breathe deeply once more ….
And as You integrate this love to Your being You direct it towards everything that sorrounds You, your home, your family, your neighborhood, everything is embraced in Christ love! You are now a focus of love emanating Christ-consciousness towards all that surrounds You!
Allow Yourself to be a Human Christ, accept the divinity which shines within you.
Breathe deeply again and slowly return to your body … gently, still vibrating in your heart and in love.
From now on, allow your heart to be your guide and every time that You feel that You are being carried away by the old mental grid, do this meditation and remember that You are a living christ!
We are Infinitely loved and blessed!
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THE DIVINE PLAN IS UNFOLDING STEP BY STEP
July 13, 2009
By Patricia Diane Cota-Robles
Celestial and planetary events are unfolding in perfect synchronicity. This is in preparation for the unprecedented influx of Light that will occur the week of August 15-20, 2009. This facet of the plan is very complex and sometimes confusing, but all is in Divine Order. It is important to note that what we see on the surface is a minuscule fraction of what is actually taking place.
During the Solstice, June 21, 2009, our Central Sun, our physical Sun, and our entire Solar System experienced a quantum shift, which resulted in raising the energy, vibration, and consciousness of every particle and wave of Life evolving within this system. This increased frequency of 5th-Dimensional Solar Light activated the pre-encoded memories within Humanity’s RNA and DNA structures. These newly activated codes reflect the full potential of the Divine Masculine and the Divine Feminine within every Human Being.
It is interesting to observe that whenever it is necessary for the masses of Humanity to be involved with the Divine Plan on a more conscious level, something takes place that draws the attention of people around the globe. The outer-world event always empowers whatever is needed at the time. Humanity’s focused attention creates a cup of collective consciousness through which the Light of God can flow to accelerate the fulfillment of that particular facet the Divine Plan.
On June 25, 2009, outer-world events took place that focused the attention of people around the world on two celebrities. First was the death of Farrah Fawcett, a courageous woman whose valiant fight against cancer inspired and uplifted the hearts and minds of people everywhere. In the face of all adversity she was strong, determined, and powerful. As the collective cup of Humanity’s consciousness focused on these qualities, which are aspects of the Divine Feminine that have often been suppressed, a powerful healing occurred within every person on Earth.
A few hours later, we learned of the shocking death of Michael Jackson. This event was far more complex and drew the attention of the world in very polarizing ways. Some people focused solely on the destructive things that Michael had been accused of in his life. Others focused solely on his iconic status as the King of Pop.
The reality is that Michael’s life reflected the best and the worst of both worlds. The negative things that he was accused of reflect the degradation of the fallen masculine, and the positive things he did in his life reflect the highest aspects of the Divine Masculine within Humanity. Consequently, in this instance, the collective cup of Humanity’s consciousness held the full spectrum of masculine energies, both fallen and Divine.
On July 4th, a day dedicated to Freedom and Independence in the USA, a powerful influx of the Violet Flame bathed the Earth. Through the unified efforts of Saint Germain and Lightworkers around the world, the Violet Flame blazed through the collective cup of Humanity’s consciousness and transmuted as much of the surfacing energy associated with the fallen masculine, as Cosmic Law would allow. Through the I AM Presence, a maximum degree of purging occurred within the hearts and minds of every person on Earth. This cleared the way for the amplification of the aspects of the Divine Masculine.
On July 7th, we experienced a Full Moon Lunar Eclipse. This was the first in a series of three eclipses that will take place. The second will be the New Moon Solar Eclipse on July 22nd, and another Full Moon Lunar Eclipse that will take place August 6th. Spiritual astrologers acknowledge that the effects of these eclipses will be profound and life-changing for both Humanity and Planet Earth.
The planetary alignments associated with the July 7th eclipse empowered the manifestation of the Divine Masculine and greatly enhanced the masculine momentum of Divine Love. This is an aspect of the Divine Masculine that has been suppressed for a very long time. For Michael Jackson’s memorial service to be held in Los Angeles, California, on that day was significant and powerful.
My family and I were in Los Angeles on July 7th. We were there to attend the 100th birthday party of our Aunt Marie. Our trip had been planned months in advance, but nothing is happening by accident. As we watched the memorial service for Michael Jackson on television, we joined in consciousness with more than one billion people around the world who were also watching this event. The memorial service focused on the aspects of the Divine Masculine that Michael Jackson represented to so many millions of people.
From the time he was a child, Michael’s music and his unique dancing ability thrilled and uplifted the hearts of people all over the world. His albums broke all records and reached an all time high for global sales. His compassion and genuine love for Humanity is evident in his many good works. He is listed in the Guinness Book of World Records as the celebrity who has donated the most money to charities. In 1992, Michael had a world tour that was titled after his album “Dangerous.” This tour included 89 performances, and all of the proceeds were donated to charities. Michael’s deep love and compassion for the suffering peoples of the world are reflected in both his actions and his music. His songs “We Are The World” and “Heal The World” reflect this Truth.
On July 7th, with an estimated one billion people focusing on what they loved most about Michael Jackson, a cup of Humanity’s collective consciousness was formed that enveloped the entire planet. Through the unified efforts of embodied Lightworkers and the entire Company of Heaven, the Light of God expanded through every person’s Heart Flame. During this global event, the Love within the Divine Masculine and the Power within the Divine Feminine were restored in every facet of Life.
The Divine Masculine has always been associated with Power and the Divine Feminine has always been associated with Love. What we are seeing now is the Divine Masculine’s Power being balanced with Masculine Divine Love, and the Divine Feminine’s Love being balanced with Feminine Divine Power. This completes the preparation for the full integration of the I AM Presence within every person’s Heart Flame. This is a moment we have been working toward for aeons of time.
On July 22nd, there will be a very powerful New Moon Solar Eclipse. This is also the day that is celebrated as Mary Magdalene’s Feast Day. Mary Magdalene represents the Love Nature of Christ Consciousness, and she has held the sacred space for the return and balance of the Divine Feminine for millennia. On this day, the newly empowered Divine Masculine and Divine Feminine within every man, woman, and child on Earth will be raised into the highest frequencies of 5th-Dimensional Solar Light that we can endure. This is the initial impulse of the Transfiguration of the masses of Humanity from 4th-Dimensional carbon-based Human Beings into 5th-Dimensional crystalline-based Solar Light Beings.
From that moment forth, Humanity’s creative faculties of thought and feeling will be greatly enhanced. Our ability to cocreate the patterns of perfection for the New Earth will be amplified a thousandfold. This critical event will occur in perfect Divine Order for the next phase of the Divine Plan.
A global activity of Light is being orchestrated by Lightworkers and the Company of Heaven for July 28, 2009, at 3:19 p.m. Pacific Daylight Time, for one hour. This is the second phase of a powerful event called “Fire the Grid.” The full details of this event are posted on the website: www.firethegrid.com. I will give you some brief excerpts of that information:
“Fire the Grid is all about waking Humanity up so that we become conscious individual cells of Light. Each cell of Light radiates not only in itself, but for others as well. The second phase of Fire the Grid is about using the power of ‘I’ to unite once again to become ‘WE.’
“We will once again draw the energy of the day through us and pass it onward to Creation. This is the energy of pure potential, pure love, pure abundance and of pure creative ability. This is the united energy of millions of humans concentrating on one purpose for one hour as one mind. We will sit in contemplation of the world that will be. This is an hour of Earthly creation with the highest degree of pure intention.
“Use meditation, prayer, thought, music, intention or any tool of your choosing to manifest the world we so desire into being. Imagine millions of humans sitting, taking a stand for something better; a world of equality of balance of harmony and joy. We will gather for one hour and hold the vision of a world fed, a world of abundance for all, a world of joyful experiences.
“This world holds pure potential for all humans. With this in mind, set about seeing in your mind what that world looks like, see green fields, beautiful clear rivers and clean air. Now see abundance for everyone, see people smiling, happy, well fed, well cared for. See humans sharing and cooperating. What does that look like, you ask? Simply imagine it. Really see it in your mind. The imagination is the paintbrush of our creations. See it here during this very special energy time. See it here and dream it into being. We will collectively see it and dream it into being.
“Remember you are not alone; there are millions of us intending this new world into place. Now put details into your dream, see all of the beauty you desire. Add color and delight. The more detailed your dream, the more tangible we make our intention. See the people of the world living in harmony not only with each other but also with the planet itself. See engineering taking a turn to work with nature for the betterment of both Humanity and the Earth itself, working together for the betterment of all.
“See people all sharing in a plan to challenge the old ideas and incorporate new, better, healthier ideas. The winds of change can be directed, and this is our opportunity to consciously choose that direction. It is the time of a great gathering, a uniting of minds to create a better way, a way without exclusion. We can change the world. It begins with our hearts and minds.” (end quote)
On August 6th, we will experience the final eclipse in this series. This will be a Full Moon Lunar Eclipse. This eclipse will intensify all of the activities of Light that have taken place since the Solstice, and it will greatly empower the patterns of perfection for the New Earth that will be cocreated by Humanity during the Fire the Grid event. This eclipse will pave the way for the monumental influx of Light that will take place August 15-20, 2009, during the 22nd anniversary of Harmonic Convergence.
THE NEED OF THE HOUR
The Company of Heaven has assured us that the meltdown that is occurring in the global economy is a necessary part of Humanity’s cleansing process. For aeons of time, our monetary system has been used to manipulate, control, dominate, and abuse the peoples of the world. Now that the archetypes for God’s Infinite Abundance and Eternal Peace have been anchored in the physical plane, everything that conflicts with those patterns of perfection is being pushed to the surface to be healed and transmuted into Light.
There are people in positions of power around the planet who are scrambling to try and hold on to the old monetary system, which is crumbling before our very eyes. This obsolete paradigm was based on greed, selfishness, corruption, and the abuse of power. These behavior patterns cannot and will not be sustained within the 5th-Dimensional frequencies of the New Earth. Too many people have awakened, and as a result of this monumental shift of consciousness, the Light of God has reclaimed this Earth.
Fortunately, there are also people in positions of power who are very aware of what is taking place. These enlightened souls are cocreating a new monetary system. This system will be based on integrity, generosity, fairness, compassion, and the highest good for all concerned. It will rise out of the ashes of our obsolete monetary system like a mighty Phoenix.
In order for the pain and suffering involved with the collapse of the old monetary system to be cleared and transmuted as quickly as possible, Lightworkers are being called into action. Our unified efforts will allow this purging process to be accomplished much sooner than seems possible from outer appearances. Many experts believe the painful effects of the present purging of our global economy will take years to overcome. But the Company of Heaven has assured us that the unified efforts of the Lightworkers can complete this process “in the twinkling of an eye.”
Beloved Ones, accomplishing this mighty feat is the greatest need of the hour.
Once this facet of the Divine Plan is complete, the patterns of perfection for the New Earth will easily expand through the hearts and minds of all Humanity. This will enable our Divine Birthright to be restored. That Birthright is the perpetual flow of God’s Infinite Abundance and Eternal Peace.
A Divine Plan has been set in motion to accomplish this vitally important mission. The Company of Heaven is invoking Lightworkers around the world to come together both physically and in consciousness to fulfill this plan. If you are reading these words, your I AM Presence is revealing that you have a part to play in this unfolding Divine Plan.
Listen to your heart. Your I AM Presence will guide you unerringly. Your part of the plan will be revealed to you. You will know in your heart-of-hearts how you can best add to the Light of the world during this Cosmic Opportunity. When you respond to your heart’s call, you will be God in Action, and you will fulfill your part of the plan by quickly transmuting the surfacing negativity.
THE DIVINE PLAN
In order to accomplish this facet of the Divine Plan, our Father-Mother God and the Beings of Light in the Realms of Illumined Truth are sending forth a Clarion Call to all embodied Lightworkers. We are being asked to gather within the portal of the most powerful 5th-Dimensional frequencies of healing and transmutation on Earth. This Portal of Light in Tucson, Arizona, is the location on the planet where the Flame of Healing Through the Power of Infinite Transmutation is projected from the core of Creation into the center of the Earth. From the heart of Mother Earth, this Sacred Fire expands through the Crystal Grid System to bless all Life.
The Flame of Healing Through the Power of Infinite Transmutation is a resplendent emerald green flame with a violet radiance. It is the most powerful frequency of healing and transmutation on Earth, and it is the instrument through which Humanity’s surfacing miscreations will be transmuted into Light at a greatly accelerated pace.
The Company of Heaven is asking Lightworkers from all over the world to gather within this Portal of Light to unite our Heart Flames. Together we will form a mighty transformer through which the Light of God will flow to accomplish the most powerful healing and transmuting of Humanity’s miscreation ever to manifest in the history of time.
It is critical that Lightworkers from around the world be physically present in order to form this transformer. All of the Lightworkers who have been prepared to serve in this wondrous way on behalf of Humanity and all Life on this sweet Earth will know who they are through the inner promptings of their heart. Listen to your heart, and Trust your inner guidance. Your Light is urgently needed.
In addition to those inspired to be physically present, there will be Lightworkers who will join in consciousness from points of Light around the world. These Lightworkers will project the Light flowing through their Heart Flames into the Portal of Light where the Lightworkers are physically gathered; thus our unified efforts will expand a thousand times a thousandfold.
Every Lightworker will be in his or her right and perfect place. No facet of this Divine Plan is any more important than another. What is important, is that we respond to whatever our I AM Presence is guiding us to do. We must Trust and KNOW that if we are being guided to be physically present within the Portal of Healing Through the Power of Infinite Transmutation, then our I AM Presence and the Company of Heaven will assist us in paving the way. This is true whether we need assistance with time, energy, or money to accomplish this facet of our Divine Mission.
The vehicle that will be used for this gathering of Lightworkers is the 23rd Annual World Congress on Illumination. This event will take place August 15-20, 2009, during the 22nd anniversary of Harmonic Convergence. We will gather at the beautiful Loews Ventana Canyon Resort in Tucson, Arizona. This exquisite resort exists within the heart of the Portal of Healing Through the Power of Infinite Transmutation. All of the information you will need to participate in this Cosmic Opportunity is available on our website: http://eraofpeace.org
JULY 2009 PART I
Stories of Initiation
RaHo Tep, The Initiate
RaHo Tep, The Initiate
We are the Arcturians. In our last meeting we talked about Initiation, including the secret and sacred Initiation of Human Love. The concept of Initiation can be quite confusing, especially the Initiation of Human Love. Therefore, we wish to share the story of two initiates with you. One is a male, RaHoTep, who will speak of his Initiation in Ancient Egypt and the other is a female, Matia, who will speak of her initiation in Ancient Delphi. Because their stories are quite long, RaHoTep will share his message in this meeting, and Matia will share hers at our next meeting.
All of you have past/parallel realities in which you have passed your initiations and served Gaia as a great Initiate. We present these stories to assist you in better understanding the process of initiation, as well as to ignite your memory of your own initiation lives. We know that you have had these initiation lives because we see your aura and because you have found your way to our Corridor. As RaHoTep and Matia tell their stories, allow your own stories of initiation to come to the surface of your consciousness.
In this meeting we introduce RaHoTep:
Dear Ones, I am happy to share my story with you. As I look at all those in the Corridor, my heart fills with joy to see so many Initiates. I hope that my story will be of some assistance and/or comfort in your own process of being your true, Multidimensional SELF in daily life. Discerning between the illusions of our fears and the Truth of our SELF is a challenge that is more difficult then we might have imagined. Your task is even more challenging, as you must find and complete your great initiations while you are also called upon to complete your daily tasks of survival on the third dimension.
I lived in a reality where those who showed promise of attaining initiation were sent to the Temple to study. When my parents had my birth chart done, they learned that my destiny was not with them, but with the Temple. Perhaps that is why I never felt love from them in my earliest years. It wasn’t until I entered the Temple at five years of age that I experienced the love that a family can offer. I studied and served while I was a child and a young adult. My youth in the Temple was filled with loving instructions and wonderful friends. I knew some in the Temple did not share my feelings, but I loved every minute of it. I felt as though I had finally come home.
I started my Final Initiation with my first Saturn Return when I was 28 years old. I know that this age may seem very young to you, but I had been in the Temple since I was 7. My teachers told me that they considered me ready to take the Final Initiation, but I would have to wait until I received my inner instructions. I was told to inform them when my Inner Guide, Radula, instructed that it was TIME. This instruction came a short while after my teachers had given their permission. How many lives had I had to prepare for this moment? A rush of vague pictures from these lives ran past my mind’s eye. Deep within me I felt a call of destiny not yet manifest. I was excited, as well as frightened.
I knew that the three possible outcomes from this Initiation were success, insanity, or death. The second two choices were not acceptable to me. Although I was not afraid of death, as I knew it to be only a recess, I felt that I had not yet fulfilled my purpose for incarnation. I did not want all the years of study and work to be for my personal gain alone. Perhaps when my initiations were finished, I would better know what my service was to be.
At last, the day arrived. The moon was full and I was ready. I had been staying in the quarters located beneath the Sphinx, built especially for those awaiting Initiation. From these quarters, it was only a short walk through the desert to the Great Pyramid where every initiate spent seven days and seven nights deep in the bowels of the Pyramid. These seven days and nights were used to review past lives and lessons. If I passed the first portion, I knew there would be more, but the secret of the rest of the initiation was strictly guarded.
As expected, I had not been able to sleep the night before. At dawn, three hooded Priests came to my door just when the first rays of the Sun cleared the horizon. No words were exchanged. The Priests led me from my room and into the desert. I had always loved the desert at sunrise and sunset, just when the Sun rose above or dropped below the horizon. The horizons in Egypt were infiniteas infinite as Spirit.
As I followed the Priests to the Great Pyramid, I reflected on the soft, golden glow of light. As the desert welcomed a new day, I would welcome a new life. I felt a warm anticipation that matched the rapidly approaching heat of the desert. I was at one with all of nature. The vast vistas of my outer world nudged my inner visions to prepare for awakening. The desert was still, as was my mind, and a warm, gentle breeze caressed my face as if to say, Good luck!
I smiled in reply and silently followed the Priests as we entered the Pyramid. Although the Sun had been barely above the horizon when the Priests and I entered the Great Pyramid, I was unprepared for the total darkness that surrounded us. One of the Priests carried a small oil lamp. It was the only thing that I could make out as we moved deeper and deeper into the Great Pyramid. I had learned from my lessons that the total darkness in the pyramid was meant to prepare us to face the darkness inside of ourselves.
Finally, we arrived at a small wooden door, very simple in design. From the glow of the single lamp, I could see the grains in the wood, a golden latch and a lock hanging open. The Priests would lock me in this room for seven days and seven nights totally alone. They opened the door, led the way inside and instructed me to sit upon a simple papyrus mat on the stone floor. The oil lamp was placed on a ledge to my right along with a small skin of water.
‘This lamp will burn for only three days and nights. After that you will be in total darkness.’
These were the first words spoken by the Priests. They said no more. I heard the door close and, with a soft clicking sound, the latch was locked. I closed my eyes and began to meditate. Within those seven days, I reviewed my lessons of that life and all the others. I went into the land of the dead again and again to give penance for any that I had wronged. I reviewed every lesson that I had ever received in any life that I could access. I don’t recall the oil lamp flickering out nor reaching for the water. I only remember the soft click of the latch. This first external sound heard in seven days snapped me back into my physical body.
As the Priests entered the room, I saw their hooded faces over another oil lamp, which one of the Priests held. I slowly nodded to them to show that I was still alive and cognizant. They nodded ever so slightly in response and motioned for me to join them. It took me a while to stand up, and when I did, I could not walk. I leaned against the wall and willed the life force back into my legs that had been crossed in one position for seven days. The Priests took my now empty oil lamp and water-skin from the ledge and waited patiently. When I was able to walk, they led me from the room.
I didn’t know where I was going, but I knew that since I had survived the first part of the initiation, I would be allowed to take the next. The halls within the pyramid were as dark as before, but now my eyes were accustomed to it. The small lamp of my three guides shone like a star for me to follow. The guides walked slowly at first to allow me to get used to my body, but quickened the pace as soon as they knew I could keep up. We moved down, down, and down.
I had learned that the Final Initiation Room was somewhere deep below the surface of the desert, exactly below the apex of the Great Pyramid. Finally, we came to what appeared to be a dead end. A stone wall was before us. The Priests did not seem dismayed by this turn of events and formed a semi-circle in front of the wall. While I stood off to the side waiting for what would happen next, each of the Priests began to sound a tone, which I thought must surely arise from the core of their Souls.
At first their toning seemed random. But gradually, a pattern could be discerned until; at last, there was a crescendo of beautiful harmonious tones. As the singing faded into the surrounding darkness, it was replaced with a low rumbling. Gradually, the wall began to move to the right. Behind this simple stone barrier was a pair of magnificent and ornately carved golden doors. As the doors were slowly revealed, I knew that I had seen these doors before in my meditations. One of the Priests approached the golden doors and placed one hand on each door. The doors were so well balanced that with just the slightest push, they swung open into a huge room. The Priests gestured for me to enter. The doors quickly closed behind me. Again, I heard the low rumbling of the wall covering all traces of the sacred initiation room.
The brilliance of the room blinded me. I had never experienced such illumination while in a physical form. Slowly, slowly, my eyes grew accustomed to the light, and I began to survey the room. This room was not of my Egypt. There were domes and pillars studded with lapis, emeralds, rubies, diamonds, amethyst and jewels I could not identify. Colors I had never seen were painted upon the many carvings, statues and figurines that seemed to move as if they were alive. Somehow I knew that everything within the room was very ancient and had a life force greater than anything I had ever known. This was architecture I’d seen only in my inner journeys to Atlantis.
The large center dome sheltered a smaller pyramid that was a vibration of light rather than a physical structure. Anubus and Thoth, the ancient Egyptian Gods of Initiation, stood within the pyramid on either side of a large sarcophagus. The sarcophagus was mounted on a stand of pure gold with silver steps leading up the right hand side. The sarcophagus was made of a substance that I had not seen before. I knew instinctively that this substance was not of this planet and had been given to Earth millennia ago by its first inhabitants.
The sarcophagus was ornately carved in the same non-Egyptian manner as the walls around me. I sensed that although the sarcophagus was opaque, it could become translucent if the proper alterations were made by the observer’s mind. Anubus motioned for me to enter the sarcophagus and Thoth nodded in agreement. Again, there was no verbal communication. The journey from the doorway to the silver stairs was the longest journey of my life. As I climbed the few stairs I realized that if, indeed, I lived to descend them, I would not be the same person as before.
I lay down inside the sarcophagus. The substance was hard as stone and yet smooth and warm as skin. I felt as if I were re-entering the womb. The flat, stark walls seemed to slowly mold themselves around my form as I settled into the sarcophagus. I don’t think that I could have moved even if I had chosen to. Then Thoth leaned his head over the edge of the sarcophagus and spoke three questions to me in an unknown language. I did not know what the questions were, but I intuitively knew that they were indeed questions and that my survival depended upon my answering them.
I sent a call to my Inner Guide, Radula, as I saw the lid of the sarcophagus slowly enclose me in my tomb. Silently the lid was fastened tight to signify my transition. Again, I was alone.
If I stayed in the tomb too long I would die. There was little oxygen inside, so if I were to keep my physical self alive, I would have to raise my consciousness to the higher dimensions so that I could feed it with Spirit. I knew that I would not be able to leave my body through my third eye as I had done many times before. I searched inside myself for a portal to use to free my Spirit from the confinement of its physical form. I began to feel a deep fear arise within me, but I willed it away. I must not allow myself to experience an emotion that would drop my consciousness!
‘Where is the portal to your Higher SELF?
I now understood the first question. I remembered the chanting of the Priests outside the stone door. I could not use my voice, as there was too little oxygen to waste, but I felt the vibration of the toning just as I had with the three Priests. Since my consciousness was not limited to a human voice, I was able to sing all three parts at once. The melody and frequency calmed my fear and further raised my consciousness. I found myself concentrating on a doorway inside my head, at the very core of my brain. As I continued to tone, something solid, like the stone door, began to open, and behind it were the very same golden doors I had seen upon entering this room. These doors opened inward. Once again I stepped through them and felt them quickly close behind me. At first I saw nothing but golden light, which embraced every cell and atom of my form and consciousness.
Then slowly, off in the distance, I saw a vortex beginning to form. It began to swirl, slowly at first, and then faster and faster. It was gold, silver, blue, violet, and the other colors that I had first seen in the room outside the sarcophagus. I felt a pull to step into the vortex, and with my decision to do so, it was suddenly just before me. I fell into the core of it and found myself spinning faster and faster through timeless space. At first I was dizzy, but then the spin became so intense that I felt totally still, yet at the same time, it felt as if every cell and atom had quickened its vibration in response to the spin. Then, with a pop, my spin stopped and I found myself in the midst of a great void. I had become fifth dimensional and all was calm.
‘Where is the Crystal City?’
With the second question, there was a golden light before me which became a golden form–my Divine Complement. She came in the form of a woman since I embodied a man. We embraced in deep reunion and love. She looked into my eyes and whispered, ‘I will take you Home now’.
Then we were on Venus. It spread out before us with all the beauty and harmony that I had remembered from deep within my Soul for all of my lives. My heart opened in a burst of Light and Love that would have exploded my earthen body had I been in my third dimensional consciousness. I saw the mists of Venus all about me. I saw the flora and fauna of my beloved Home as they floated about me in loving welcome. With their every movement, harmonious colors and sounds echoed their motions.
A welcoming party formed a pathway that led us to the main entrance of the Crystal City. My Divine Complement slipped into my form as we became One again for our homecoming. Translucent crystal gates swung wide as we approached them, and a golden path lighted our way to the heart of the city. The Golden Wisdom Temple was set in glimmering splendor at the end of the path on top of a hill. The doors were open, awaiting our entry. Even though we could have instantly willed ourselves to our destination, we enjoyed the journey and the community of others, so we chose to travel in the same swimming/flying motions as those around us.
Eventually, we found ourselves standing in front of the mighty Sanat Kumara, the Planetary Logos for Earth and Regent of Venus. Rami Nuri and Djwhal Khul, as his advisors, stood on either side of him. The Divine Complements of all three flowed within them. They were androgynous. They were complete!
I bowed before them and Sanat Kumara handed me a jewel. The jewel was unlike anything I had ever known. It was more a vibration than a substance, yet it had beauty and form. I took the jewel in gratitude and held it within my heart.
My Complement and I spent what seemed a lifetime on Venus. We lived and loved and died. And then I began to feel a pull. I knew that the pull was my destiny. It was Earth. It was calling me to return to my third dimensional life so that I could fulfill my destiny there. I had to return in order for the body to live. The sadness of that realization shook my very Soul, but I remembered my commitment. I had said that I would stay on Earth. Therefore, I had to return, before it was too late to save the life of my earthen form.
The sudden density of the sarcophagus was a shock. How could I have returned so quickly without even a goodbye? And then my heart felt the love of my Home and my Divine Complement. Yes, there was no goodbye, for I would hold them in my consciousness, but what about the sarcophagus? There was even less oxygen and now I was fully physical.
‘How do you open the sarcophagus?’
The third question was translated in my heart. Yes, in my heart was the answer the jewel the vibration of the jewel would raise the lid. And then, as I focused my attention upon the jewel within my heart, I heard my first physical sound since the three questions were spoken to me a lifetime ago. The sound was of the lid of the sarcophagus slowly rising. I felt the oxygen rushing to my rescue. Like a newborn infant, I took my first breath and sat up. ‘You are free!’ I heard Thoth say in Egyptian, my native tongue.
After weeks of contemplating my initiation, I realized that my lessons now lay in finding the spiritual that dwells in the physical rather than in the spiritual alone. I told my teachers this, and they agreed with my decision. I retired to my small cell to meditate and felt my Inner Guide come to me at once.
‘Oh, Beloved Radula, help me. How can I accomplish this part of my destiny?’
‘You are to leave the Temple.’
‘No, no! How can I? It will be like leaving home,’ I cried.
‘Exactly,’ replied my guide. The time comes when even children of the One must leave the
safety of home in order to find a new life. Your time is now!’
I awoke from my meditation with a sense of anxiety. Where was I to go? How was I to unify and ground myself in the physical world? I had learned to unify and surrender myself to the spiritual world, but there had been many teachers to help me. Now I would be alone. On the Spiritual Path, there had been a longing, a call Home. But now, I felt compelled more by duty than by loving and longing, and I knew I must leave the Temple. Life there was too sheltered and my task could not be completed in that environment. The Temple was only partly physical, and, therefore, only partly my place of purpose.
I suppose I could have stayed there, but it would have taken much longer to accomplish my task of grounding my spirit in matter. As they say in the physical, time is of the essence. I didn’t know how long I could maintain my commitment to a Path that was so challenging to me. Even in the holy vibration of the Temple, the low vibration of the third dimension tended to distort the visions of my Initiation. I knew I must take the chance of venturing out into the world while my lessons were still strong in my memory – the greater the risk, the greater the victory. And, most importantly, I had to follow my inner instructions.
So with tears in my heart, I said goodbye to all that I had known and loved. I could not hope to make my many friends and companions understand why I had to leave, as I barely understood myself. Only Radula understood. So, without looking back, I left my beloved Temple, perhaps, forever. But what did forever mean? Now that I had traveled beyond time, many words had no meaning. How would I ever relate to the people of the world when I could barely relate to the rules of the physical plane? Many questions filled my mind as I left my beloved Temple behind me.
The first six months could have been years or eons. My many activities were too inconsequential to note. The mundane responsibilities of life were unmanageable for me. I had never learned how to care for myself in the world. Getting and preparing food and finding a place to sleep was a new experience. All my physical needs had been taken care of in the Temple. Now that I was on my own in a world foreign to my mind, everything became a task and an effort. How was I to desire, much less gain, a sense of unity with a life that I could not even begin to understand?
Many times I doubted my purpose, as well as my sanity. In fact, many believed I had failed my initiation and had been cast upon the streets instead of leaving of my own free will. They could not understand why I would try this unknown task. A Priest was supposed to stay in the Temple. He was not supposed to go out into the streets to help the people. The people were supposed to go to the Temple when they needed help. And, if they could not get to the Temple, they did not get the help. It was the will of the gods, and the people did not question it. In fact, I found that they did not question anything, except whether or not I was insane. I was attempting something that had never been done, and it frightened them. However, on the bright side, I felt an inner knowing that I was following my destiny. Therefore, I continued on my new path.
Finally, I found a wonderful valley. The energy there was different from anywhere else I had experienced. In this valley I could feel some of the high vibrations that I had known in Temple life, but they were different. Perhaps they were more grounded in the earth, like I was learning to be. I found great joy in wandering the hills near my camp. There was a small pond with a magnificent tree next to it. I spent long hours in meditation under that tree. The energies of the Goddess began to enter into the base of my spine. For the first time in my life, I felt that I was a member of the physical plane. I began to achieve a relationship with Nature that was unknown in the Temple, where we constantly strove to leave our bodies and journey into the other worlds. I was beginning to understand the meaning of my inner directive.
A few people gathered about me, though neither they nor I understood why. I lived very simply and in harmony with my environment. The people would bring me food and I would heal them or listen to them. Is there a difference between the two? A strange peace was growing within me that felt very much like the peace of the valley. I had spent my life finding a connection to Spirit, and now I was discovering a connection to the earth. I found that I was beginning to enjoy it.
The people who came to me were special. I was close enough to the town that these people knew I had undergone my initiation. They also believed I had failed and had to leave the Temple. However, they still came, choosing to listen to an inner voice and ignoring the outer voices telling them I was insane. Some came out of curiosity and soon left. Most, however, came because of an inner call, and they were the ones who stayed.
Gradually, people began to bring their sleeping mats or simple tents and camp with me. Our life was very peaceful. We rose at dawn to greet the Sun. Our ceremonies were simple and individual. Each person found a spot and greeted the Sun from that place every dawn. I knew not how they greeted it, as I was busy myself and had chosen not to observe them. If they told me, which they usually did, I listened without comment. When they asked my opinion, I referred them to their inner guidance. I told them all that their inner voice had guided them to me and would continue to guide them. I acted merely as an interpreter. Just as they had been led there, they would eventually be led away. I remained loving, yet detached. I knew that my earthly lesson was to stay detached from any public acclaim. However, I feared that part of my lesson might be to face the challenge of success and adulation.
We ate what came to us and were as grateful for a meager meal, as we were for a feast. We knew that food was a taste that could corrupt. We were clear not to become attached to it. When the people had learned to heal themselves, they usually desired to learn how to heal others. I was sure that these were extraordinary people who had come to learn and not merely to be healed. Some remembered much of what I taught, and others were unable to retain what they had learned. I remained flexible so that I would not repeat what they already knew or push them too hard to learn new information.
After a year or two the group had grown to about fifty people. Some came only once in a while, some regularly, and about twenty people lived there. I felt a restlessness beginning to stir within me, but I didn’t know what it was. I knew that something was about to change, but I was not sure if it was my body, my environment, or even my consciousness. Unfortunately, I also knew that this change would not be easy, and I would have to warn the twenty who lived with me. I knew that certain members of the town were worried about what we were doing. I needed to be ready to move at any time.
I finally told the twenty that it was time to leave. I could feel the growing discontentment of the town. Since we lived in such a simple manner, they refused to believe we were of the Light. Gold and jewels surrounded the Priests of the Temple. If the gods were on our side, why weren’t we provided with material riches? The town members believed that they could not have spiritual powers without riches. Since they were unlikely to possess these riches, they would continue to believe that they had to go to the gods for power, as they could never find power by going within themselves.
Unfortunately, I had stayed too long. Many angry and frightened people came upon us in the night. Four of the twenty were killed, and ten were wounded. The remaining six escaped into the night. The wounded ten and I went into the back lands to heal. Even though there was much violence, I was unharmed. I knew not why. Perhaps there was still some greater protection at work. I knew that the six who ran away would not return. I felt their disillusionment. Many of those who had not lived with us were also either disillusioned or afraid. A number of loyal friends psychically found our hiding place and brought us food, water, and news of the town. Some of them felt that it was their task to stay in the town and carry on the work in a silent way, and the rest would move on with us when all were healed.
I discovered how difficult it was to maintain my belief in free will, and accept love, in the face of such adversity. In the Temple, the surroundings and superstitions about the gods and their Priests protected us. Here, all of my protection lay within me, and I always had to feel it so that I could protect the others. I felt responsible for the deaths and the injuries. If I had acted upon my inner prompting more quickly, I could have averted any injury. This was a hard lesson to learn. I would have to remember to instantly react to my inner guidance. I was not in the Temple, the land of gentle instruction. There might be only one warning, and the consequences could be merciless if one did not heed it.
Our small community had disturbed the townspeople’s sense of reality, and they had retaliated in a frightened, violent way. I had learned the hard way that my work had to be done quietly, away from those who were unable to accept a new reality. I learned that those who could not find comfort in their own beliefs would feel threatened by new ideas. One must first find the core of his/her own truth before embracing another. Old foundations must be uprooted before new ones can be laid. The people who had harmed us were not evil. They were afraid.
When we began moving, some of the band decided to stay behind. I had spoken to all of them, individually and as a group. Most understood what had happened and were even relieved to know that I was human. However, some were looking for a god-person and could not bear to learn of my frailties. These people would not be coming with us. I had determined to always discuss my human emotions and misgivings with my group. It helped me to understand the human part of myself, and it also guarded against adulation from the members of the group. I did not wish to have the burden of being anyone’s god. I was merely a teacher and a guide. I understood from my Temple work that humility had not been one of my strong suits in past lives, and I needed to endeavor to hone that virtue.
After many months of traveling, the numbers in our band had decreased further. Finally, we found a place were we could stay for a while. We had traveled through many barren lands, and finally found ourselves in a small, tropical oasis. There was water and fruit. Also, caravans traveled through this area and would gladly trade their staples for a healing, dried fruit, and whatever other services we could provide. The oasis was quite large and we could be far away from where the caravans filled up their water. Therefore, only those who followed an inner call actually arrived at our camp. Usually, one or two of us would go to the watering area and offer a trade. Several of the group could read auras quite well. They would always go along to see if there was danger. We were getting wiser and more careful.
After about six months, I sensed it was time to move on again. This time I would not wait too long. The word of our work had spread and many had come especially to be healed or to learn. However, there had been increasing problems with the caravan leaders who feared we were somehow a threat. We had found a valley with water two days’ walk away. We could come to the oasis solely to trade while we carried on our other activities at a safe distance. I wondered when the wandering would cease. Were we forever destined to move farther and farther away so as not to offend others?
The transfer of locations went quite easily. All of us did our part. We could see now that this was a much better spot. There was a small stream that arose from the ground at the top of a low hill and stayed on the surface long enough to form a fair-sized pool before it again became subterranean. One of the women in the group gave birth to a male child. We then had our first natural citizen. Citizen of what, I did not know, but it appeared that some sort of community was beginning to form. I didn’t know how new people got there, but they came on a regular basis. Some of them had heard about us from traders and, somehow, the word spread to others. A few came by divine guidance, as they could not remember how they had found us.
Then one day, a Prince from a faraway land came to us with several of his bodyguards. I had an uncertain feeling about this event. I knew that it would lead to some new development, and I didn’t think I would care much for it. However, I was there to follow instructions from within, and I was beginning to be at peace with allowing each new development to formulate on its own. The Prince began coming regularly. He had a rare genetic disease that he believed I could cure. He had come to us because of a dream and recognized me instantly. I told him that his karma had dictated this disease to him, and his task was to fulfill this karma. Once his karma was balanced, the disease would be cured. However, I did not know if this cure would come in life or in death. I had grown very fond of the Prince and was having trouble maintaining my objectivity. I had to constantly remind myself to accept the decision of his Soul and not to hold any fear or sadness.
The Prince and I talked many times. As we looked into his other lives, we found that he had been very hard-hearted and could not see the suffering of others. Therefore, in this life his heart was not of sufficient elasticity. We finally decided that in order to balance his karma, he was to live among his people as a peasant for one year. We felt that if he lived through this, his condition would improveif he allowed himself to recognize, and be sympathetic to, other’s pain. The Prince’s father, of course, was not happy about this agreement, but he would do anything to try to heal his son. I was to travel with him as often as I could. This would mean considerable hardship, as the journey was long and dangerous, but I felt I must continue as the Path unfolded.
After almost a year, the Prince was much better. Soon his healing would be complete, and he would return to help his father rule. This was none too soon, as the father was very old and ready to leave the physical plane. I tried to prepare the Prince for this possibility, but he was resistant to hearing it. I feared this would be the final, and most difficult test, for the Prince. He had become a very dear man, and I was sure he would be a kind and just ruler. I doubted he could attain the wisdom of a Pharaoh, but he would fulfill his destiny to the best of his potential. This was all one could do in any life.
Finally, the year was completed. The Prince had just returned to his home when his father died. I spoke with his father on the other side and found that he had known all along of his impending death, which was the only reason why he had agreed to my plan. The plan had been very successful. The Prince spoke with his father before he died and was able to face his death bravely. I was happy for the Prince, who was now the King. He had grown from being sick and frightened to a strong and virile man. The new King wished me to begin a Temple for him to provide healing and education for his people. I would do so. But as soon as it was started, I would leave some of my most advanced pupils to run it, and then I would move on.
The King had given me free reign to teach as I wished, and I soon found myself in quite a position of power. He built me a beautiful Temple, and there were many Priests and Priestesses beneath me. I was the High Priest, and there was no one to put me in my place. The schools were successful, and the people were remarkably open to my teachings. Many wished to worship me and make me something that I was not. The recognition and praise was more of a threat than a treasure, and I constantly monitored my feelings to note any speck of clinging to earthly prizes. I called constantly to my Inner Guide to keep me balanced and to keep my consciousness centered. But, despite my efforts, I began to fear the call of the riches, adulation, and comfort. I feared them because I began to enjoy them too much.
There had been no fear in me in the wilderness, but even though I missed the days of solitude in nature, I never left my luxurious Temple. In the lap of luxury, fear and yes, arrogancebegan to invade my consciousness. I worked very hard to purify myself, but each day the wealth and recognition altered my mind and hardened my heart. Gradually, I began to change. I was torn. Should I stay there and continue my work, or should I retreat into the wilderness to save my Soul?
Before I knew it, it was too late. I began to wear the golden garments, and I decorated my quarters like a palace. The food I ate was the best in the kingdom, and I starting looking at women as if they were something to be taken. I knew I could leave, but also knew that I would not. I found it more and more difficult to reach my Inner Guide and could not understand what was said when I did. Deep inside me I knew I could not understand their message because I did not want to hear it. Somewhere in my Soul I had always known that my test would be to maintain my purity and humility despite the power, fame and wealth brought by worldly success and recognition. Even though I had suspected such a challenge, I had failed. I lived this way for several decades.
Then one evening, I had a dream. I dreamed of Radula. The Guide that I had forgotten had somehow gotten through my resistance and touched my consciousness. Standing mutely before me, Radula displayed a scene of an old man dying alone in the desert. I awoke with a start, but could not move. Slowly, my years as a High Priest were reviewed in my mind. And then I remembered my young ideals and ethics. I felt old and tired. How could this have happened? How could I have lost myself to the temptations of the flesh? Were the ways of the world so tempting, or was I just weaker than I suspected?
I prayed to Radula to return, but there was no response. I was starving among the most delicious of foods and thirsting amongst the finest of wines. My heart was aching while a kingdom loved me, and I was poverty-stricken while anything I touched could be mine. The rich foods and fine drinks had weakened me. Many years of using only my mind while others waited upon my body had made me dependent on the comfort and softness of the life I had created. I even had three wives and had fathered five children without being a parent to any of them. How had I lost control of my life in such a way? My anguish was my secret since I had grown dependent upon the worship of others and could not allow anyone to see me vulnerable, even my old friend the King.
The fine foods sickened me, and the drinks nauseated me. The women bored me, and the soft environment suffocated me. What was to become of my Soul? I longed to return to the simple days of the wilderness. Perhaps if I returned there I could regain what I had lost. I had grown soft and weak in both body and mind. I was so tormented that I became ill. A fever raged for many days, and I suffered the death of the old man alone in the wilderness again and again. Finally, I vowed that if my health returned, I would return to my roots, no matter what. The next day, I awoke, totally cured. My answer had come. I must journey alone into the desert.
I told no one of my plans. I gave my riches to the poor, except for what was necessary to take care of my children and their mothers. I feared that they hated me because they did not agree with what I thought was enough’. But, I couldn’t leave them to the corruption of my riches. I feared I still had no love for them, but I wished them well as I left alone at dawn and traveled into the desert.
After about a week of travel, I found a small oasis and settled in to find my Self. At last I felt contentment in my beloved wilderness. The beauty of nature far surpassed the riches of man. Every being in nature spoke to me as an individual. There was no deification or jealousy. I was simply a member of the society of earth. I had left the Temple with only a beast and a few provisions, and soon the food was gone. As an Initiate, I had learned to go many days without food or water, but now I could not raise my vibration enough. Nor did I wish to. As I traveled alone, I had come to realize that I had gone into the desert to die. It was I who was the old man dying in the wilderness. Gradually, I allowed the life force to leave my body. When all my food was gone, the hunger that I suffered was one of purification and cleansing, as the weight of success’ fell from my body. I let the beast go so that it could find its way home, and I gradually slipped into the delirium of starvation and fever. I had regained contact with Radula. The love of my Guide was more important than the adulation of an entire kingdom. In just a few more days, I would be spent of the Earth.
Maybe I had given up or, maybe, I had followed a divine directive. I would only know for sure on the other side. I could not continue any longer. The vital energy had left my body and now hovered just above my heart. To some, my life was a great success. To others, it was a complete failure. At that point, I could not tell which was right. I had done the impossible, and it had destroyed me. The last two days were as long as my entire life. I had surveyed every moment of it and wished I could return for corrections. However, I was now too weak to get the water that was not far away, and hunger had long since left me. On the seventh day, I left my body completely. As I took my last breath, I already felt lonely for the body that I must leave. I felt great anguish for the end of my life. All I could do was ask forgiveness.
I called to Radula for forgiveness and understanding. The last thing I saw was the Prince, who was now the King, rushing to save me.
I opened my eyes thinking that I would see the higher worlds, but instead all I saw was the inside of the sarcophagus.
‘NO!’ I screamed. I was very confused and disoriented. Where was I? Was I in a grave, sealed alive to slowly suffocate? I began to lose all control of my emotions and went into a state of panic. I pushed at the lid and hammered on the sides around me, but the more I struggled, the smaller the space became and the less oxygen there was to fill my lungs. I started to cough and grasp for air. I was dying. The box around me became smaller and smaller until I could no longer struggle, as there was no space. The lid was inches above my nose. However, the absolute restriction calmed me.
I slowed my breathing and tried to remember how I got in this place, but I could not. My mind was blank, my memory gone. Slowly, something began to grow in my heart a feeling. At last, I realized it was a feeling of love. At first it was far, far away and more like a memory than an emotion. When I attached my attention to it, the feeling grew stronger and closer. At last, it emanated from deep within my heart. Yes, it was Love, the most beautiful love that I could ever remember. A voice, clear as a bell and soft as the morning breeze whispered to my Soul. I recognized it before I could understand the words. It was my Divine Complement.
‘It is your initiation, Beloved. You are inside of the sarcophagus, and the life that you just lived
was an illusion, a portion of your initiation.’
Her feel’ and her words calmed my Soul and, gradually, I began to remember.
‘Beloved,’ I spoke in a whisper, if you had not come to me, I would have died. In fact, I still may if I
don’t remember how to raise the lid. But if I die with you, I will be content.’
‘You needn’t die, my One. What you need to do is correct your mistake. Find where you began to
make your choices from fear rather than from Love and re-enter the illusion to change your
Yes, I mused. When did I forget about Love? When did I change my intention? I went back over the life again and again, becoming increasingly aware of the diminishing oxygen level in the sarcophagus. I realized that I had to go into a meditation and raise my vibration back into the fourth dimension because my third dimensional form could no longer survive in the confines of the sarcophagus. My ego was having a difficult time rising above fear. In response to my thoughts, my Divine Complement began to sing gently into my heart. She sang songs of Venus and of Arcturus, our home before we went to Venus. Yes, I had forgotten Arcturus. I had forgotten the frequency of unconditional love that was the emanation of that reality.
I began to feel my consciousness raising. I felt my form as pure light and again the trapped, physical form was but a memory. My Complement and I were one again. We were complete and androgynous and traveling into the higher dimensions. We saw the Crystal City of Venus below us, but we continued on. Then, we saw before us a beautiful vortex filled with violet and golden light. The vortex pulled us into it, and we were deep in the void beyond the vortex. All was still, completely and blissfully still. We were a small speck of consciousness in a void of raw potential. In this void, there were no emotions and no thoughts. There was no movement and no time. For eternity we stayed floating free in the void.
Then gradually, off in the recesses of our consciousness came a thought. The thought was followed by a sound, and then by a speck of light. The light became a star and the star became Arcturus. The star was far away, deep inside of our consciousness. We felt the love of it, and allowed that love to act as a tractor beam to pull us closer and closer to our true Home. The reunion with unconditional love was so intense that it seemed to create an inner explosion that repelled us out of the void, beyond the vortex, past Venus and back into ancient Egypt. I cried out in anguish thinking that I had lost my Divine Complement, but I instantly heard her comforting voice.
‘We are complete, Beloved. I am alive within you, and I will always remind you to remember unconditional love.
Reassured, I took a moment to find where in my vision I had arrived. I focused my attention to clear my inner perception and saw the King standing before me. He had just offered to build a Temple for me so that I might be the High Priest and spiritual leader of his kingdom. It was at that moment that I felt the reactions of fear come into my heart and mind, and my intentions shifted from love to fear. What I had missed before now resonated deep inside my consciousness. I was afraidafraid of my own corruption.
Through all of my teachings and initiations, there had been an engram, a core belief, hiding in my deep unconscious. It said: Matter corrupts Spirit.’ I was afraid that recognition and riches would corrupt me. This fear went unnoticed and seeped into my consciousness like a poison. Where once I had felt unity with all life, I began to feel separation and limitation. I became separate from those who built and served in the Temple and limited in my ability to view my greater Self. My thinking became polarized into good and bad, light and dark. Gradually, comparison, competition, judgment and jealousy became a portion of my mental life while resentment and anger filled my emotions. I longed for the simple illumination of my life in the wilderness where I had felt united with all life and had allowed my Soul’s purpose to unfold before me.
It was the rejoining with my Divine Complement and our journey Home to Arcturus that allowed me to return to that pivotal moment in my initiation vision and uproot the cause of my demise. I then understood that this vision was a preview of my divine mission, a rehearsal where I could find my hidden enemymy hidden fear! Where had this engram/core belief, held tightly to my consciousness with fear, come from? I knew that I had to find the cause in order to heal it so I looked back upon my childhood.
When I was a small child and still living with my parents, I saw that they were very poor. My father had great difficulty in finding fulfillment in his life. He had studied to be a scribe, but he lacked the necessary discipline and often found himself without work. He had married beneath his class, as my mother was from a family of farmers. However, it was her diligence and ability to grow food for the family, and even to sell at the marketplace, that provided the only security we had. As a small child, I often heard them argue because, when my father did get work, he took the money and gambled it away.
When I went to the Temple, I thought that I felt guilty for abandoning my mother to her difficult life. Actually the truth was that I felt guilty because I was happy to leave a home with so much quarreling and so little love. From my parents I learned that lack of material comfort could destroy the spiritual connection of a relationship. I imagined that my mother was actually the nurturing, kind mother I wished she had been, and I blamed my father for robbing me of that mother. I believed that it was his selfish and addictive ways that had ruined my early years.
When I entered the Temple, I quickly forgot my parents and my unhappy childhood. In all the years in the Temple, I never healed this childhood pain because I had ignored the life I was currently living and, instead, focused on my past lives. Therefore, a weak place began to grow in my consciousness. A place where I had hidden my secret childhood fears that my father cared more for money than for me. This childhood fear then expanded into my hidden adult fear that I cared more for success and adulation than I cared for my Soul. These fears bonded with my thoughts and a powerful engram grew, which unconsciously molded my behavior and my life. Because it was an unconscious fear, it was even stronger, as I could not monitor it. My challenge in my initiation was to find this hidden enemy so that I could disarm it with my love force, but I had forgotten the unconditional love of my Higher Selves and the power this love held. Gradually, I became lost in my secret fears of corruption.
My Divine Complement came to me to remind me that my physical body, my matter, was only the grounded portion of my Spirit. What I had to do to heal my earth-bound vessel was to connect it, consciously, to my myriad spiritual vessels. I was not a physical being having a spiritual experience. I was a spiritual being having a physical experience. With that knowledge, I could remember to love my grounded vehicle, love my mother, my father and, most important, love my Spirit.
As I returned to re-live my vision, I would remember that I was a Multi-dimensional Being. This time I would maintain the memory of and communication with my true, Multidimensional SELF. I would keep continuous connection with my sixth dimensional self in Arcturus, my fifth dimensional self in Venus, and my Divine Complement.
I would hold the anchor in the third dimension while my Complement was anchored in the fourth. While I took responsibility for the daily activities of Temple life, she would direct the flow of Spirit as we grounded our fifth dimensional Venusian life in the foundations of the Temple and blessed it with the unconditional love from our Source in Arcturus. With this alignment, fear could not take root in my consciousness. I was now aware of my fear, and I could keep it as a guardian to remind me to stay connected to my SELF, guard against corruption and surround myself with love.
I heard my Divine Complement’s voice, Allow the Love from within to meet the Love from without in a joyous union of Spirit into Matter.’
I smiled inside my heart. Yes, I would allow her love into my physical body. In that way, we could become merged while I still held a third dimensional form. Together we would gestate, nurture, and protect the Temple of my vision with unconditional love. My Divine Complement would be kept close in my heart and mind to remind me that I was of my SELF. Together we could transcend the separation and limitations of the third dimension. I was ready now.
‘Yes, I will go with you, I spoke to the King. We will build a Temple for healing and enlightenment so that all who enter may learn that love is stronger than fear, and Spirit is alive in all matter!’
In response, I heard the lid of the sarcophagus begin to raise.
(above from Reconstructing Reality by Suzan Caroll)
I thank you for listening to my story. In closing, I encourage you to remember that our greatest enemy is the fear that we have hidden deep inside. If that fear can be brought to our awareness, it can be loved free. Please, accept now the greatest lesson of my life: Love is stronger than fear, and Spirit is alive in all matter!
I direct you now to the Arcturians, who guide us all into the Light.
We the Arcturians, thank you for returning to our Corridor.
We also thank RaHoTep for telling his story.
We shall return in a few weeks of your time,
so that Matia may tell her story, as well.
The Journey Through the Arcturian Corridor continues next month.